Why does it hurt to be human
Why are emotions so complicated
One day you're trying to be you
The next you feel suffocated
Try to close your eyes for a sec
And breath and take in
And when you open them you thought you found peace
But chaos is what you saw
And then you blame yourself
And then you try to reflect
And then you try to change
And then you thought
It was that easy
But no, its not
Its a vicious cycle
Its like hell
Do it again and again and again
You change everytime you got hurt
You dont even know who you are anymore
You dont even know what you are
Are you even human?
Is this what being human feels like?
Its exhausting
Everytime you thought you've been through enough
Life gets a way to fuck you all up.
Maybe thats the beauty of it
The nauseating truth about living
Is finding peace in your chaotic life.
