Moments Captured / Billie Eilish/ One Chicago Mashup Fanfiction

Chapter 31

 Natalie baby are you.. Are you okay?.. Natalie has tears streaming down her face as it transitions into sobs. " billie... I was raped but I was ashamed to tell anyone". Billie silently gasped and wondered why it was that she just told her that. The blue haired girl just thought she was wrong as she just felt her heart break to a million pieces all over again as she just couldn't believe it. What was it that she even did? " Oh baby" Billie whispered as she sat on Natalie's Hospital bed and gave her a hug and a shoulder to cry on. Then things started to click into Billie's head. " she was bleeding because she was pregnant and she had a miscarriage.

Billie's face went soft as she let Natalie pour her emotions out as loud and long as she wanted. She used her fingers to wipe her tears away. " Natalie.. Billie.." Will walks in with a sorrowful expression smeared over his face. I lost it, didn't I ? She said straightforwardly. Will just takes a breath and has his lips in a thin line. " the baby, halstead". All Natalie wants is Halstead to say " yes Natalie, you lost the baby."

" I'm sorry Natalie.. " She nods as she accepts everything and just closes her eyes.

 . Knowing that whatever happened is already done and that she can't go and change the past. She can't go and make Sebastian alive again and warn him not to be a "big boy" and try to walk home alone and not to get kidnapped and murdered. She can't go back in time and sit in the greenscreen room in billie's concerts and not get raped by the security guards. She just can't. She has to accept it and deal with it. Move on, they say as if it's that easy. For all she knows a baby died inside of her. A baby that could have had an amazing life. Hell that child could have been Sebastian's younger sister. Oh god, how much Sebastians been longing for a baby sister or even brother. He wanted a companion instead, he was killed. " Natalie you could get discharged today but for further observation we would like to hold you for an extra day". Her thoughts were interrupted. " Uh no Will, it's fine I'll just get discharged today, I have some work to do anyway. I have a tight schedule". Will opened his mouth to protest but Natalie swiftly interrupted " Will, i know it's against hospital protocol but just discharge me and i'll sign those damn papers."

Natalie, are you sure? Billie just thought it was odd of her to just not have any sorrowful emotions and just quickly move on. She'd just lost her son, been raped and lost another baby in the most dreadful way any mother would've feared. Yes billie, I just need to get to work, I have some work to do. I'm fine. Billie didn't push it any further she just nodded.