The girl with bulimia (Nash grier fanfic) *May Trigger*

Chapter 9

When we landed I went into the overhead and grabbed my bag and blanket. I walked off the plane with Kilani. Once everyone gets off we head over to the luggage claim. everyone had their bags except for me after while I was going to give up but then I saw Nash run over to the luggage belt and pull off my two suitcase for me. shawn looks at him like he's crazy and so does Kilani I walk over and grab my bags from
And walk off with out saying a word do him. "He has been acting strange all day." lani says "I know it's kind of creepy because I feel like he's doing this because Matt around or he has an evil plan up his sleeves to hurt me. I will never think this is him just wanting to be nice. I walk with Kilani to the cars that we're picking us up. Then soon we hear loads of screaming and hop in the car and drive off. "Malina what was that back on the plane you talked to Nash like wtf man you usually are shy and quiet and don't snap like that." Kilani says. "I-I don't know I-it just happen it was weird." I say going back into my seclude shy quiet state. only time I'm not like this is around Kilani and Matt sometimes. I'm usually the girl who just says no word and doesn't really stand up for herself and puts ok a happy act to her family. "EARTH TO MALINA." I hear Kilani yell. "omg ow I'm sorry." I say. "it's on girly just listen next time." she says. Matt and Shawn Jacob and Aaron where in the row infront of us in the car. "Do you know the room arrangement Matty." I say in my quiet voice. "yeah you and Kilani are sharing a room with Nash and Taylor, me and Shawn share a room with the jacks, Jacob and Aaron share a room with Carter, Cameron, and Hayes." he says. I take a huge but silent gulp terrified of sharing a room with Nash and Taylor. Soon we pull up to the hotel and Kilani and I begin to take out our stuff. someone comes from behind us and start help us I look and it Nash Carter Cameron. We look at each other like this keeps getting strange. soon we start to walk in and I hear girls scream hateful things to me and some nice here and there I get in and take a deep breath so I won't cry. Matt comes up behind me and hugs me. I put on my fake smile. "ok here are you room card keys Kilani Malina Nash and Taylor." Bart says. Kilani grabs our so fast and we grab our stuff and run up to the room before Nash and Taylor get there. we get in the elevator and push the 12 floor. so we arrive and run to the room and unlock the door and goes in. I walk around the room pacing because I'm scared I won't make it a day in here. "calm down Lina I'm here you don't have to pay them any attention." she says. "how can I not when I am tortured by them everyday and that I have nightmares about them." I say. We turn and see them in the door way standing there. I walk past and go into the bathroom and lock and just sit in there. I hear Kilani tell them the rules and how this will play out and how of she finds out one of them did something to me she beat there ass. soon after I calm down and say with my head over the toilet trying to not throw up I walk out. I see the boys in there side and Kilani on our side. "so do you guys want to go swimming." Nash asks. I look back at Kilani with horror in my eyes scared to even dare put on a bikini. "M-maybe later." I stutter then fly out the room to get out the room before I do something I will highly regret. I run down the hallway and sit in a corner where no one can find me for a while I silently cry. Just to cry. I have had a lot on my mind today. "where did she go." I hear Nash say. I put my hand over my mouth so they won't hear me. "why the hell would you care Nash you basically killing her in school." Kilani says. "because maybe I do care." he says. I hear Taylor scoff a little and then stop. Kilani looks at them with the stink eye and then Matt comes out. "what's going on?" He asks. "Malina ran off." Kilani says. "ok I'll go get Shawn Aaron and Jacob." he says. soon I hear a couple of feet running down the hall past my hiding spot.
I wait till I hear them get in the elevator and put the key in to go bank into my room. I put the latch on the door and go grab my special box out of my book bag and bring it into the bathroom with me. I turn on the shower and sink water. I lift up the toilet get on my knees and put my finger down my throat and begin to throw up. every time the word ugly fat cow pig starve yourself runs through my head. soon I stop and sit with my back to the door. I just sit and cry I open my back that has my friend in it and thinks to hide it I make another thin slice along side the other one I made the day before I clean it off once I finish and put a band aid over it I unlock the bathroom go to my bag and put it back in and go bank into the bathroom. I look at myself in the mirror. I'm fat from my stomach to my skin under my chin to my arms to my legs. I breakdown the I hear someone trying to come into the room I wipe my face and open the door. "Lina where did you go." Matt says hugging me. Just to clear my head is all I say giving a half fake smile. "ok don't scare us like that again." he says ok I won't. They left to get ready for the pool and I went to grab my swimsuit I am terrified to wear. I grab one of my older brothers huge shirt I took and some shorts and my sandals and change in the bathroom. I put my plane clothes in my bag and sit on the bed with my knees to my chest. Then Nash sits next to me. "W-what do you want." I says. "what I can't just sit here." he says I