Do you know her? Like she knows you?
Do you see, what she sees?
Do you feel, what she feels?
Do you hear the tears she cries at night?
Because she feels that you really dont.
She feels that you always look pass her, and don't see the pain she really feels inside.
She's full of laughter, but even Fuller of tears. Her smile is just a cover up because she has so much to fear!
The world is full of so many fucked up things that no one gives a shit about.
Yet again She still has little doubt.
That maybe one day she can find that someone who can fill this empty whole in her heart.
To make her feel warm and special and to make her feel she can finally have a fresh new start.
Can I tell you who that person is.... it's me. The girl trapped inside.
Ive been in this box in my heart full of hate, hurt, pain, and anger.
She has been wanting to come out for a very long time now, but she always get rejected.
No one ever understands her and they make her feel that she not welcome in this world we so call "life"
All the bullshit, the rejections, the lies and pretending.
She has had enough and she thinks it time for her to come out and show everyone what she's really made of.
This world Is a cruel and harsh place to live.
Some people have to go around living at other people houses, on the streets, or in cars!
While the other half sits around pretending knowing that's not who they really are.
Why must the world be so damn judgmental?
People judge people by the littlest thing.
Their height, weight, skin color, or sexuality.
Gay or Bisexual, some people even get judged by being straight because the couples don't look right.
The girl might be taller than the boy or they girl looks sexy and shit, but the boy looks like crap.
Or even the other way around. What I'M really saying is Who give a Shit!??
It's not your life soo fuck off!
Some people Don't even have love!
Some people Only have hate and have always had hate somewhere in their life.
Some people just don't wanna be here...but they know deep down inside they know they have a reason to be here and they don't have enough strength to make that mistake of leaving and giving up what all they have tried to prove.
**For people reading this it was supped to be a peom, sorta i guess showing life about a girl who wanted to be herself but never really could. Then It sorta turn into this. About a girl who has a lot to say, and I mean the real me who has a lot to say and isn't afraid to say it anymore. A lot of stuff she says comes from her heart and some are just bullshit. Things are possible, and things can change and will get better. You just have to give it time and what do you know you might finally get what you've been looking for and more.**
**Don't.change who you are you.... change life. If you have something to say. stand up and say it! Because holding all you wish you could say won't change anything. it might just make things worse.**
**Take this from the girl who's been trapped inside all her life because she been afraid to come out.**
**And who's now ready to take a chance and just hopes everything comes out okay. **
I Really hope you enjoyed reading this and it's nothing big really. it was just something ive had on my mind lately, for a long time now and I got some "Inspiration" to finally let it out.
