Todoroki x Villain!Reader: Grey

Shoto

Soooooooo remember when I said I'd upload this soon. Sorry!!

After the baths, everyone went to their rooms and got changed into their pyjama's. You changed into your favourite f/c (favourite colour) unicorn onesie to show off your awesomeness to the girls, but it was too hot so you changed into a baggy All Might shirt and some long pyjama pants. Despite how much fun you said you were going to have tonight, everyone was rather tired after the training so you were all asleep by 9. Originally, each of you had set up your own individual sleeping spots on the floor, but that didn't last very long. You girls just ended up treating it as one giant mattress and you all were laying on top of each other.

You sighed, unable to get to sleep. You just had too much to think about. You thought about Shigaraki. He would be coming any day soon. Any day soon you'd have to betray all your friends. Your stomach knotteded in guilt. You felt sick again. Sicker when you thought about your best friend. You pictured him dying, in all different ways, by the hands of the league of villains. You pictured his broken expression when he finds out about you. The face of a boy who knows that every time he tries to get close to someone in this world, they hurt him. You felt tears building up in your eyes. You had never had a friend as good as Todoroki. You had never felt the way you feel about him before.

You sit up, wiping your eyes. You couldn't do this anymore. You looked out the window at the starry night sky. That's what you needed, fresh air. But according to the rules you girls made, you weren't allowed to leave the room alone. You wake up the person closest to you, Tsu. "Hey." You whisper, gently shaking her. She sits up and rubs her eyes before yawning.

"Ribbit... Y/n, what is it Y/n?" She asks, whispering.

"I need to use the toilet. I'm feeling sick again." You say. This was a fair excuse. While the showers and such were located just down the hall, the bathrooms were across the dining area, closer to where you'll be training since that's where you students would be most of your time. Tsu nodded. The two of you got up and put your shoes on before quietly leaving the room.

The two of you step outside and are hit with a blast of cool night air. You couldn't help but think how nice it felt. It seemed so peaceful outside at this hour.

"Wow, look at all the stars." Tsu said, pointing up at the sky. You followed her gaze and was amazed by what you saw. Beautiful brown and blue tones swirled together in the night sky, freckled with small white glittering lights, creating the milk way. "It's so amazing how nice it looks so far from the city," Tsu says. You nod.

"Its gorgeous," you say, becoming mesmerised by the starts. It was one of the most beautiful things you'd ever seen. This is what camps were all about!! Not working your butts off, not planing evil attacks, not worrying so much about your friends-

"Y/n? Tsu? What are you doing out here?" A voice asked, snapping you out of your trance. It was a voice you knew far too well. You turned your head to see Todoroki and Midoriya standing there. Your heart sank. No, why here, why now?! Why Todoroki!! You should've just stayed inside. You should've just stayed inside!

"Oh, Y/n was just going to the bathrooms," Tsu says. You nod in response, knowing if you say anything you'll burst into tears. You felt like you were going to throw up, again. You weren't having a very good day.

"I see. Todoroki and I are just coming back from the bathrooms actually." Midoriya says with a bright smile.

Todoroki shoots you a concerned look, noticing how awful you feel. He reached out to you and rested both of his hands on your shoulders as if he was afraid you'd run away again if he didn't hold you down. "Y/n, what's wrong?" He asks. He sounded really worried.