The Meaningful Call Part 4

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   Y/N'S POV

  "Mommy, when are you going to smile?"

  I looked at Ella as I said,"I do smile. I smile at the thought of you all the time."

  Any thought of a smile was replaced when I realized that I had just named one of Justin's songs. I knew that I was going to take Justin leaving hard, but not this hard. It made sense, though. Justin was the father of my child, and he wasn't here.
  Maybe by pushing Justin away, I had thought that it would make it easier not to have him mad at me. Because I was sure that he didn't remember me, but he did remember me. He never forgot me.

  Though I was sad right now, I put on a smile for my daughter and watched t.v. with her. Yet, the second the doorbell went off, Ella ran to the door before she looked out through the small window to see who was here.

  She looked back at me before she smiled as she said,"Daddy's here! Mommy, Daddy came for you!"

  At first, for a couple of seconds, I thought that she was talking about Michael. But then I remembered that I told her about Justin a couple of days ago.
 
  I slowly got up and walked over to Ella before I said,"Open the door with me?"

  Ella nodded, and we both opened the door. Ella ran to Justin before she hugged his legs. Justin rubbed her back before he looked at me.

  I didn't know how to start the conversation, so I just said,"Hi."

  Justin said,"Hey, may I come in?"

  I stepped aside to let Justin inside the house.

  Ella ran into her bedroom, and Justin said to me,"I'm sorry about leaving you in the hospital the other day."

  I shook my head before I told him,"No, don't be sorry. I kept your child from you, and I left you at a bad time in your life. I'm the one who should be sorry. I've been through a lot, Justin, since I left you. That was the problem. I should have never left you, but I did, and I had to live with that choice every day. And I'm glad I have that sassy girl in there because she has been my lifesaver for many years."

  I took a seat, and Justin sat down beside me.

  He said,"I forgive you, Y/N, and you did what you thought was right. I can't blame you for that, but you have been suffering for a while now. I just want you to be okay."

  I just came right out with what I really wanted to say,"All right, Justin. I'm not okay. I've been struggling with the thought of not being able to have you be a part of Ella and I's life, and I want you to be a part of our lives. You've already missed out on six years, and I don't want you to miss anything else. So, just tell me: what do I have to do to get you to be her father? Just name it, Justin. I'll do it. I want to make things right. I want to be a good mother. I want Ella to have you. I really do. What do you want?"

  "I want Ella and you to come with me on tour."

  I asked Justin,"Won't we be in the way?"

  Justin placed his hand over my hand before he answered,"The two of you could never be in the way, Y/N. It gets pretty lonely very quickly on tour, and I could use that time to catch up with both of you. At one time, me and you were very close, and I want that again. That's what I want."

  "I also want us to be close again. From this day forward, you have my word to be straightforward with you about everything. Our relationship is important to me, and it will influence Ella. She needs a good influence, and I want her to be around you."

  Justin intertwined our fingers together before Ella ran into the room. She sat down in Justin's lap, and I just smiled at seeing how happy she was to be with her father. I just knew that I was ready to go on tour with Justin and get Ella out of this house for once.

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