Lost

Part 1

I decided to write about hurt and comfort, hope you all enjoy and this is in pipers pov this is is a short intro :) continue you or not? You let me know

I felt so confused, upset, lost and hopeless. All these mixed emotions were swirling in my head. Tears streaming down onto my cheeks, I didn’t bother to even wipe them away when I couldn’t help myself.

I was alone, nobody to comfort me. Nobody cared and they all left when they said they would here for me.

I was so naive

I was in pain. I am in pain

I was hurt, depressed, and yet nobody seemed to care.

I'm a burden, I should have left just as every single one in my family has.

Theres nothing left for me to accomplish. Theres a hole in my heart that can never be mended. I wanted to escape this cruel world, I just didn’t belong.  

There were times where I wish to be happy, but then I would think about it and I would just remind myself it wouldn’t last long.

Tomorrow will mark my 21st birthday and I was no where near excited. I had planned this day to go out with my friends, party at the club and have a drink for the first time.

I laughed at my ridiculous thought which sooned turned into crying. Everything in my life was a  disaster. I got up from my couch, and I touched my wet tears and sighed.  I  pushed my hair out of my face and exhaled. I was holding my breath and I didn’t realize it.

I would tell myself that time will heal my pain, but there is more time than life.