More Than Just Friends ( Kuroo x Kenma )

Chapter One:

Kuroo was getting ready for this final volleyball tournament, putting on his team jersey, and getting the teams volleyball out,as he was doing that he saw this boy, he had blonde yellow-ish hair with the shade black coming out of his roots, his boy was tying his sports shoes then left the change room with no "good luck" or "hope we win". In Kuroo's head he had feelings, feelings for this man that he didn't even know the name too, Kuroo had never seen this yellow haired boy before. Suddenly he felt sad, he didn't now why, in Kuroos head the thought
"what if I never get this dudes name, awe fuck, ive never really had a significant other, I- I think I'm gay? No, No I'm not I like girl, I like pussy not dicks, UGH whatever I still want this guys name" Kuroo left the change room and checked in with the coach telling him who that boy was,
"Oh! That's the new kid on our team, his name is Kenma, yes I know that it's the last day of school and the last game of the year but hey!  We meet new people every day? Right, well anyway you should start practicing before the game starts." Said the coach in a nice, chill voice.
Soon later the tournament started, it turns out that this boy that Kuroo has feeling for was new on the team, I guess coach thought he was really good and added him in the team, good for him! Kuroo wanted to go say "Hi..." to him but he was scared. Kuroo then didn't know if he did really like this guy, he didn't know that he was gay, he thought that he was always straight. But since this was the last tournament of the year he was afraid that he wouldn't see this black rooted boy again. It  was 7:00 and the tournament ended and Kuroo , Kenma and the rest of the team were having showers and changing into there non-sports clothes for when they'd head home and have a goodnights rest for the first day of there summer break. Kuroo was going to say hello to Kenma but Kenma was going to have a shower to get all that sweat off, Kuroo was going to have a shower but then didn't realize that there was someone in that shower, and it turns out that Kenma was in that exact shower so Kuroo saw everything and vice versa. Right after Kuroo looked up and down on Kenma's smooth naked body he closed his eyes, he wanted more but he didn't want to make Kenma uncomfortable. After that little incident Kuroo changed so fast then left the change room to head to his house. Kenma was indeed uncomfortable but he thought that this man Kuroo was actually pretty cute. When Kuroo went into his house he ran up the stairs not even saying hello to his parents, Kuroo's parents didn't bother going up to see what's wrong because they just assume that there sons team didn't win which made him upset, but actually he was upset about something completely different and not about
volleyball but about Kenma which Kuroo supposedly has feeling for. When Kuroo went into his room he fell on his bed crying and crying, he tried to make out words but he just couldn't, he was so upset that he just couldn't move, them finally he spoke.
" Why, why did I look, i-I'm such fucking idiot..how come I always mess things up? I'm a failure, I always make people uncomfortable around me or I make them hate me... I don't- I don't think I should be here"
     A little later it was midnight, Kuroo didn't eat supper that night or say anything to his parents