Confusing Love [EXO Fanfiction]

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Kim Jongin. Naughty. Hot. Kind. Loving. Sometimes annoying. But him is him. My dear sweetheart, Kim Jongin. He is my crush since I was 7. I felt like I have somekind of luck 'cause ever since I was 7 years old 'till I've gone to the highschool, I've always went to the same school as Kai. Well, that's what I call him, Kai. I'm happy that I always be Kai's classmate. That's nice how you can see your crush everyday.

My name is Natasha. People call me Tasha. I am a fan of that kpop group, Winner. Haha. Jinwoo......... Hahaha. I'm a fanatic fan of kpop groups. They are totally awesome! Haha.

Okay, back to the story, Kai never knew that I had a crush on him. 'Cause I've hid my feelings towards him like.. 10 years! And he doesn't seems like he know something. Wanna know what? Me and Kai are not even a friend! Eventhough we stay in the same neighbourhood-_- How I got crush on him eventhough he's not my friend? The story goes like this..

; Flashback

I am walking by the street alone. Yeah, alone. My mom told me that the driver can't fetch me from school. And, so I decided to go home by myself. Walking alone.

I walked swiftly while singing some songs. I have the talent to sing and dance but I don't really want to reveal it to people. Even my parents doesn't know about my 'talent thinging'.

Before I reach home, I crossed to road to get some ice cream. But I don't have the luck and I fell at the middle of the road. Somehow, I didn't even notice that there's a car coming towards me like, so fast! I don't even move an inch! I got panicked and I've thought to myself. Is this the ending of my life? I wish God could arrange something better for me.

Suddenly a hand grabbed me and pulled me aside. I closed my eyes tightly.

"Yah, gwenchanayo?" My saver asked me. Uhuks xD

"Nae." replied me.

"Aigoo. Next time please be careful. Arra?" He adviced me.

"Nae. Gumawo," I said slowly and gave him a smile.

"I am Kim Jongin. Just call me Kai. How about you?" He introduced himself to me.

"I am Natasha. Call me Tasha." replied me. I got up quickly and pat my skirt.

"Mianhaeyo. I need to go home now. Omma will be worried." I said then I bow a little. I waved to him and went back home.

; End of flashback

That's how I had crush on him. Okay, now why Kai didn't recognize me? It's because the time he saved me, I was wearing a mask. The Winner Week's mask. So, I don't think that he would recognize me. A week after the incident, I got to know that Kai are the son of my next neighbour. I wanted to be his friend but he's always been busy. Then I decided to be his secret admirer.

Days turn to week. Week turns to month. And time flies 'till it turns to few years. Those feelings towards Kai never fade. Eventhough she found a lot people that want her to be their's, she refused to. She still hoping on Kai. Even Kai doesn't even know her existence. But she still thought a miracle could happen that Kai would date her.

* p/s ; dear readers, this story are strictly my idea. no copyrights frm other's fanfics. i hope u enjoy reading!