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Chapter 1 Part 1

"Its okay baby", he said as he pushed me against the bed. " You have nothing to worry about", "you're going to enjoy it". "Good thing i'm teaching you this before you go out fucking with people in the real world".

He gave me this evil looking smirk. He began kissing me on my face traveling to my neck, then to my navel. He then gently pulled off my shorts and then my panties. He grabbed me.

"How old are you again" he asked. "12" i replied. "And youre so developed, nicely developed". He slid his fingers slowly into my hole. "Mm , its just so fat and tight".

I sat there with tears flowing from my eyes. He didn't care. " You like it Kay?", he said in a seductive tone. "No!!", i screamed. He slapped me " shut the fuck up before you wake up grandma". "Im going to ask you this one more time." He began to speed up his fingers. " DO YOU LIKE IT KAY?", He said through his clenched teeth. I then silently moaned out "Yes Tae i like it". "Good Girl", he said. "Cousins gotta take care of their cousins right??!"

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KAYAN POV.

BEEP, BEEP, BEEP.

The sound of my alarm went off waking me from a dream. I sighed with despair. Tears then followed. Im tired of this, i cried out.

I got out the bed gathering my thoughts. I walked to the rest room and cut on my shower. I then stripped out of my clothes and starred at myself in the mirror.

I began to speak to myself. "Youre so ugly". "Who would ever want you?"
I wiped my tears away and got in the shower.

After i got out the shower i brushed my teeth and put on my undergarments. I walked out to my dresser and pulled out a dark heather gray sundress. I decided to wear some strappy sandals and some gold jewelry. I put my hair in a bun. That had pieces of my curly hair coming out.
After i got dressed, I grabbed my keys and headed out the door.

I stopped by Cream and Coffee Cafe. I go there every morning. Its so calming there. The place lets me keep my mind off of things.