6 Second Fame

Chapter Eight

¨Hayes I don't know.¨ I said truthfully.

¨Oh.¨ was all he said.

¨We literally just started dating tonight and before that you bullied me!¨ I said not thinking.

¨Willow, I'm sorry! I thought we were going to drop that! I really do love you! I have loved you for a long time now, I just didn't know how to say it!¨ he said spilling his feelings to me.

¨Hayes I just don't want to get hurt. I've been in some pretty bad relationships and most of them didn't end well.¨ I said remembering last year.

 

**FLASHBACK**

 

¨BI MOM!¨ I yelled as I walked out the door to meet my boyfriend, Lucas.

Lucas was absolutely perfect from his head to his toe. He had that perfect sweeping brown hair. He had those gorgeous hazel eyes that I could get lost in. He had that naturally tan skin tone. And not to mention that he was richer than President Obama!! The only flaw he had was his pride and his character. He treated me like crap, but I stayed with him because who wouldn't? Hes perfect! He would kiss other girls at parties and then when I found out he would say that he loved me and didn't mean to. And I forgave him because I saw nothing past his looks.

¨Hey babe,¨ he said to me as he leaned in to give me a kiss. I didn't feel any sparks, but he was a good kisser.

¨Hey!¨ I said breaking the kiss because knowing him it would get too far.

¨I've been meaning to tell you something...¨ he said his voice trailing off.

¨What's it now?¨ I said clearly frustrated.

¨I think its time to take a break from this.¨ he said motioning to the two of us.

¨So you're breaking up with me??¨ I said shocked.

¨Yea I guess so.¨ he said as he walked around the corner.

Thats when the tears began to fall.  I had been nothing but a loyal girlfriend, trying to be the best person I could be, and he broke up with me??

I ran back inside the house up to my bathroom. My mom had left out the back garage so she didn't know that I was missing school.

I reached under the sink to wear my best friend.

I pulled out the sharp blade and slit it over my wrist.

The hurt of the wrist hurt more than the hurt that Lucas had left me with, and it felt so good.

I hadn't cut in a while but I don't really care that I just ended my streak.

Just then I heard someone open the door.

I looked up and Grayson was standing there with a horrid facial expression.

¨I thought you stopped Willie.¨ he said calling me by my nickname. He began to choke up as he began to clean up the blood that got over the white towels.

¨What happened?? Who did this??¨ he said starting to get furious.

¨Its not anyones fault! Lucas broke up with me this morning but its ok!! Please don't do anything!! He's much stronger than you and I don't want you to get hurt! Please Grayson!!¨ I pleaded but he was already out the door.

 

LATER THAT NIGHT

 

I was sitting at the kitchen table when Grayson came in through the back door. He tried to sneakily run upstairs without Mom catching him. When he saw me he signaled for me to be quiet with his bloody fingers. Then he motioned for me to go upstairs with him so we could talk.

When we got upstairs I screamed at him, ¨What happened? Are you insane? I told you not to go talk to him!! Are you out of your freaking mind??¨

¨Shhhhhh! Its not that big of a deal compared to what I did to him. No man should EVER make you feel the way that he made you feel, and I made sure that he would never treat a girl like that ever again.¨ he whispered.

 

The next day while I was at my locker, Indie came running up to me.

¨Oh my gosh Willow!! Did you see what your brother did to Lucas last night?!?!¨ she said talking really fast.

¨No, but he told me about it last night.¨ I said.

¨He said he was going to make everyone hate you because of what Grayson did to him. But noone will give you hate because everyone knows it was bound to happen eventually. Lucas is a total butt and it was inevitable that he was going to get a taste of his own medicine.¨ she said trying to make me feel better.¨

 

**END OF FLASHBACK**

 

¨Oh, but I hope you know my feelings haven't changed, and I hope you know I'm there for you Willow. I am sorry I wasn't there for you before and I'm sorry I waited so long to share my feelings for you.¨ he said being honest.

((A/N)) I’ve been in the car for 8 hours today! It was so boring because I got in trouble and so I didn't have my phone or movies, so I literally just sat there staring out the window. Anyway, what do yall think? Again I'm not the best writer, so I appoligize if I'm boring any of yall to death. I feel like I say yall a lot, sorry yall I'm from the south!! Haha please comment and vote!! I love yall and have a Happy Thanksgiving!!