For the first time.

I'll be gentle

This was HELLA awkward to write so I hope you all like it. ❤️ xoxo- mads

Phone convo w/ Matt:
M: "hey babe what are you up to tonight?"
Y/n: "nothing as for now, wanna come over?!"
M: "I'd want nothing more."

*a few hours later* *matt is at your house*
*Knock knock*

      ~Y/n POV~
I walk to the door and open it to see my handsome boyfriend of 3 years just staring at me.

"What?!"

"You look beautiful."

"Matt, I'm wearing sweat pants, one of your shirts, a messy bun and I have no makeup on."

"I know. But you always look flawless to me."

You blush as you both walk to the couch together. You both plop on the couch a just cuddle for what seemed like forever. But you loved it. His scent, his body structure, how warm he kept you. You loved this boy with all your heart. And lately you've been thinking about how you haven't even had sex yet, and thought it was pathetic because for gods sake you were already 17. You and Matt tried before but you got too nervous, and he didn't want to push you. So he told you that whenever you were ready he would be ready. As you were laying there beside him you thought to yourself that you were ready, you could handle it this time. So you shook matt a little bit because he had fallen asleep while you were deep into your thoughts.

"Matt, baby, can we talk?"

"of course, what's up?" Matt said with concern sitting up. Causing you to sit up as well.

"I think I'm ready..."

"Are you sure Y/n? I don't want this to be a repeat of last time..."

"No, I'm sure. I think I can handle it."

"Okay, whenever your ready. I'll be gentle"
Matt said with caution.

You knew he was nervous even though he wasn't a virgin. He didn't want to hurt you and you knew that. That's one of the other things you loved about him. He was so loving and caring. You guys were staring into each other's eyes when you made the first move. You leaned in to kiss him and he gladly kissed back. Within a few minutes it got pretty heated. His tongue glided my your lower lip asking for entrance, which you gladly accepted. Matt started tugging on your shirt you lifted your arms up so he could take it off. When it was off matt stopped and looked at you.

"What?!"

"Your beautiful."

Without hesitation he connected your lips. Every time you guys kissed it felt like the first time you two kissed, it was perfect.
You ended up taking Matt's shirt off. Both of you were in nothing but your undergarments. Now you we're getting nervous. Matt could see the nerves in your eyes.

"Are you okay?"

"Yeah, just nerves is all. I'll be fine."

With that Matt kiss you passionately. He unhooked your bra and you automatically cover yourself.

"Stop, y/n."

"Stop what?"

"Don't cover yourself. your perfect."

"No I'm not."

"Yes you are."