Miss nothing:a Chicago PD fanfiction

Hold on till May

//Alexa's POV//

"Ready to go?" Erin asked as she handed me my clothes. "yes" I said and grabbed them and walked to the bathroom and changed. I looked down at the clothes she has bought me: a black Asking Alexandria tank top with a pair of red ripped skinny jeans. "Erin" I said. "what?" Erin asked. "I want a different shirt, the black one" I said. "the big one?" Erin asked. "yes with the other jeans" I said. "okay" Erin said and walked away and handed me the shirt and jeans.

I took off the gown and changed into the black oversized Pierce The Veil t-shirt with a pair of black skinny jeans. I left my hair down and slipped on a pair of red vans and walked out. "c'mon Antonio is waiting for us outside" Erin said. "yeah" I said and slipped on a black leather jacket. I stuffed my hands in my pocket and walked out behind Erin.

"How are you feeling?" Antonio asked. "better" I said and hugged him. "thank you Erin" Antonio said. "no problem," Erin said. "can we go home, I'm tired of being here" I said and we walked out of the hospital. "You should call your mom" Antonio said. "no," I said as we walked into his car. "why not?" Antonio asked. "she doesn't need to know" I said. "but she's your mother" Antonio said. "some mother she was" I mumbled and we drove off.

"I'm going to go into the station, are you okay being alone?" Antonio asked. "yes I'm fine, you're going to set up the alarm right?" I asked. "yes" Antonio said and I followed him to make sure he set up the alarm. "anything happens you call me, or ring the alarm, a police car will be here in less then five minutes" Antonio said. "I know" I said and locked the door behind him.

I walked into my room and turned on my music and started listening to Lorde.

I went through my closet and took out all my shorts, skirts and tank tops. I placed them in my suitcase and slid it under my bed. "say goodbye to the old me" I said to myself.

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The next morning I woke up the sound of my phone buzzing.

Markus:it's been a while since we've talked, how've you been?

Me:I'm not really in the mood right now, sorry

Markus:it's fine.

I got up and took a shower. I changed into a black oversized Nirvana t-shirt with a pair of black skinny jeans with red doc martens. I slipped on a black leather jacket and walked out. "you're going to school?" Antonio asked. "yes" I said,"I have a few things to take care of" I said and walked off.

I got onto the bus and plugged my headphones and started listening to boulevard of broken dreams.

Once I arrived at school I walked into English and waited for Brayden.

"What do you want?" Brayden asked. "thank you for not testifying against Miguel and Lamar" I said and looked him dead in the eyes. "Thanks to you, they they raped me" I whispered. "that's not true" Brayden said. "believe what you want" I said and walked past him. "I hope you can sleep at night" I said and walked out the door. As I was walking out I bumped into Miguel and Lamar. "hello love" Miguel said. "you are both gonna pay for what you did," I said and pushed past them.

I walked out of school and sat on the curb. "I need to bury this past" I said and got up and walked towards the police station.

"I'd like to report a rape" I said to Sarg. "Alexa?" Sarg asked. "yes, I want Miguel Santos and Lamar Dekalb arrested for raping me" I said. "Don't worry you'll see them behind bars" Sarg said. I nodded and walked back towards the office to testify.

As soon as I was done I waited for Antonio near the door. I pulled out my phone and started scrolling through tumblr when I heard the doors open. "no you can't take my son away" a lady with dark brown hair shouted as they brought Lamar and Miguel into the police station. "ma'am calm down" Atwater said and looked over at me,"Alexa get out of here" Atwater said. "that's Alexa?" she asked,"she probably asked for it, she looks like a little whore" she shouted. "I will have you arrested if you don't shut up!" Sarg shouted. "you little whore if my son and Lamar get sent to jail I will kill you" she shouted. I stood back and Jay ran over to me. "lady be quiet or I will have you arrested" Jay shouted and hugged me. "take me away" I sobbed into his chest. "c'mon lets go" Jay said and we walked up to the office. "Get her some tranquilizing pills" Jay shouted as I started have a panic attack. "it's all my fault, I did something" I said. "no you didn't" Naria said and held me in her arms. "Honey breath, here" Erin said and handed me two pills and a cup of water. I took them and sat down on the chair. "do you want us to call Antonio?" Erin asked. "no" I said,"I'm going home" I said and walked off towards the stairs.

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"Alexa?" Antonio asked as he walked into my room. "yea" I said and pressed pause on the video I was watching of Tré Melvin. "The trial's in a week" Antonio said. "am I going to have to publicly testify?" I asked. "yes" Antonio said. "can you assure me they will be behind bars?" I asked. "I promise you they will be behind bars" Antonio said.