The Puppeteer part 2 (cut and repost)

The Puppeteer - Devoured by guilt

"What do you always play Zylen?"

He asked as I rocked my body front and back to play with him.

"I don't.. nghh ..play.." I answered as my blood dripped on the floor.

"Liar, don't you have any friends?"

"I did..." I gasp when he suddenly jumped a few times, "I wanna go there!" He point his fingers, but I could only see with one eyes.. I just move anywhere I could see

"You don't play with your friend?" He asked me with that cute voice and slang.. at least his voice is not as scary as the rest..

"We don't.." I felt wet "I don't know how to play with him..we only talk urgh.."

"Zylen, you are crazy"

I paused.

"Frog can't talk" he told me "I wanna go there!" I move again slowly.. I could see my blood leaving trails

He's right.. El can't talk

"Don't you go to school, Zylen?" He playfully pull my hair as he spoke

"I mghh.. I don't"

"Why?"

"I can't..ugh.. I just can't.." I answer him, I can't tell him I'm a slave...

"Why?" He asked me again. I blink slowly to clear my vision.. I can't see anything in this darkness.. I could only see blood, and them. "What do you like about school?" I asked him, I never know about school..

"Friends, and teachers, I want to be smart too, I go to school so I can be smart" he chirped, then he soon play with my hair lightly

"Zylen.. I'm so lonely.. I can't go to school anymore.. Cheryl can't play with me anymore.. " he spoke slowly, and my heart felt like it could have burst in sadness and the pain. I crouch on the floor and hug Harry's small body, blood flows down his empty sockets..

"Har..ry... If I- if I didn't come to your house that day...you ..you..I.. I'm..." I didn't manage to finish my words.. I cried.. I cried so hard and press my head on his shoulder as I hug him tight..

It was all my fault..

"I'm s..sorry..Harry...Cheryl..I l-love you.. I'm really sorry.. I'm..ugh.."

"Zylen"

I know that voice.. it was Cheryl's I look to my side and I saw Cheryl's head.. right beside me, with no body and filled with blood it look at me with those sewed eyes.. I was shock, I am scared.. but I know.. it's her..

"Cheryl..want to..play" she croaked

I wrap her in my arm as I kneel on the floor.. I cried so hard..

I remember.. I remember it clearly how she was killed and what happened in that tragic night, Cheryl was the last person William killed

And suddenly my head are filled with a flash of memory..

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"Che..ryl.. don't go.."

I remember how I was chained on the floor as she crawl to the door with her trembling body and dirty dress..

"Che- ugh.. come back.. please.." I choked in my own blood. My body has been beaten, slashed, knocked, thrown, tortured...I can't get up, but I tried in my gasp..

The door was crack open and my vision went blurry with my tears.. I saw Cheryl sitting upon the door and look up against the demon.. William

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"Aarrrrghhhhhhhh!!!!!!" I scream at the top of my lungs as I squeezed Cheryl tight in my arms..

"Why??!!! Why William???!!! Why did you kill her??!!!! Why??!!!" I wailed.

...why did he kill people I love...

..why did he take me away from my family...

Why did he make me suffer like this..

I can't..I can't take it..

I hate him!!! I fucking hate him!!!!

And suddenly all of them are around me .. cornering me as they look down upon me..

And they all spoke at the same time with voices that shake my whole body

"It was all your fault"

"Mr Connel.. Mrs Connel.. Harry.. Mom.. I'm sorry... I'm really sorry... I'm sorry... I'm so sorry... Forgive me...please... Forgive me.."

I press my head on the floor ..I beg...so..so hard..

"You can't be forgiven"

I gasp as I raise my head and look Mrs Connel "I love ..all of you" I was so drown in tears

"But you hurt us Zylen"

..Why..why is this happening to me..

"I- I didn't mean to..I don't want anyone ..to get h-hurt.." I whimpered like a child. "I w-want to see you ..for so long..."

"You can't Zylen, we won't forgive you"

My eyes wide in shock.. and before I know it I scream as I hold my head on the ground.

I hate myself..

"Please..forgive me.." I hug Mr Connel's leg and he kick me away "gak!!"

"Mrs Connel.. ple-please.. forgive me.." I hug her leg and she stabbed my other eyes "arrghhhhhhh!!!!!!!" I fall to the black floor and writhed in pain. My face felt so wet.. the pain is crazy.. my heart crushed all over again

"Ark..Please .. forgive me ...h-hurt..hurt..mom..it hurt..mom.." I can't see anything, I felt nothing but pain and sadness..

"Mom.. please help me.. I'm sorry...i-im so.. a...hurt...painful...mom..help me"

At that moment.. I understand..

No matter how hard I tried to be love..

No matter how I seek for love..

I don't deserve any..

Suddenly I felt something Pierce through my skin to my flesh

"Arrghhhhhhh!! Mom!!! Help me!!"

...Something is eating me!! Someone is eating me!!! ..

I scream and keep screaming for comfort and salvation..

Which would never come..

I was...so stupid back then

.. I could feel the blood flowing down my body.. I can feel something is biting me and eating me alive. It was them.. they all eat me, I felt my flesh bitten and shred away.. I heard how they dip my flesh with their teeth.. "stop!!! Please..arghh!! Hnggh! Ahh!! Mom!! He- arghh!! Help me..."

I smell blood.. and I was left there to die..I can't see anything my eyes was pierced.. I can't breath my lungs has been shreds.. I can't move.. blood is all over me.. my body has been crushed

"Mo....m" I let out a breathless call

"Mo..m"

"Ma.."

I was dead.. I was killed that night..