I see you Part 1

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Dear darkness,

I can see you haven't been yourself lately. I know when you often look at me I can see the doubt and confusion in your eyes. I seem to be taken back from what is happening around you, I feel helpless, I didn't think it would be this hard for you, you watch me drifting further and further away from you.

I find it hard to articulate what is actually going on inside of you I can see you feel empty, as if every particle of your being has been sucked into a black hole. It is hard to see this. I get really concerned for your happiness yet I hate that I can't really help you.  I question your existence a lot of times, you seem to be here but you're not, it is hard for me to understand you I am trying, I am sad that we are not close anymore. I don't know what to do anymore.

This all may seem difficult to understand and I know for you being depressed is so hard to deal with. Nothing in my behavior or thinking makes sense to me. I am trying to understand your pain, trying to help you but you don't seem to want anything and I don't know what to do anymore. 

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