Left Eye's Tears || Mimo

Left Eye's Tears

"i'm sorry i'm not able to wipe off the tears i created for you."
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"What are you staring at honey?" Momo sweetly asks her girlfriend, who seemed to have her eyes bewitched with the beauty of the night sky.

Her eyes sparkled for moment, and a simple yet beautiful smile appeared on her mouth.

"I'm looking at those stars. Those beautiful sparkling stars high up in space." she answered her curious girlfriend.

"As usual, Mina the philosopher strikes back with her beautiful explaination about the world." Momo jokes, pulling Mina to her and kissed her cheek.

Mina only giggled and continued looking at the stars. Suddenly, she felt a drop of water touch against her skin. She turned to find Momo crying out small tears of happiness while smiling at Mina.

Mina pulled Momo and wrapped her arms around Momo to warm her. Momo was too happy to be with Mina, that she sometimes cry out her happiness.

"they say when one cries, and if the first tear is from the right eye, you're crying out happiness. but if it's from the left eye,"

"it's the tear of pain and sorrows."

"Then, I'll make sure you'll never cry from your left eye first" Momo innocently says to Mina, earning a warm smile from Mina.

that was the past. her past tears did matter to Mina though.

"what am I staring at now?"

"outside from the room, staring at you with another person."

Mina placed her hand on the left side of her face, staring at the blank ceiling living room that used to be neat, now is messy like Mina's life.

Mina tries to suck in her tears, or not Momo will get angry by the sounds of her sobbing.

She continues staring off, with tears falling down like how she's constantly falling down with her pain hanging on her shoulders.

"they say when one cries, and if the first tear falls from the left eye, it's the tears of pain."

"Momo-yah, I won't make you break your promise. I promise." she says, with her hand full of scars hiding her left side of her face.

She comes back from work, exhausted with heavy eyes threatening to close. She comes back to Momo, only to be pushed away by another person claiming Momo is theirs.

Mina bitterly smiles, exits the room does what she always do.

Staring at their past photos, remembering those moments where their love was innocent and pure.

now it's just a ruined piece of memory forever hurting her head.

She covers her face, hiding her tears and the sounds of her soft screams of pain that's been lingering all over her for the past years.

"What are thinking of baby?" the girl beside Momo seductively helds up Momo's chin, making her stare at her brown orbs full of lust.

Momo stayed silent for a moment.

"Shall we continue?" Momo perks a smirk, then kissing the girl's neck and continues to suck on it.

"Ah, the sounds are here again."

"for years."

and her first tear falls out her left, but doesn't roll down her cheek.

She takes her hand from her left side of her face, and it's wet. she heartfully smiles at her palm and places it on her cheek to be able to feel the warmth Momo used to give me.

that was the past. her past tears didn't matter to Momo though.

Even so it's the past, everything you've done wrong or good will appear in the last times of us living.

All these moments are rapidly shown. From the first time she let out tears of joy to the last time she let out tears of pain.

In the very end, she sees Momo running towards her with tears. The tears Mina's been releasing for years.

"Why can't you just fuck off? What's so hard to let me live? "

Mina supposedly wanted silence as her answer. In fact, that's what she has been for years.

A silent flute with it's ruined voice, not allowing it to sound beautiful like before.

"You're so fucking useless! When don't you go just die?"

Silence finally broke.

"Ah yes, you think i haven't thought of that? how blind of you." she cries, placing her hand on the left side of her face.

"how long i've been deciding to just place my foot at the edge of the roof and givie up in stopping my mind to do what it wants?"

Mina runs out of the house, following Momo running after her. She just didn't want to lose Mina like that.

Momo heard no scream, no sobbing. but just Mina's heart-wrenching smiling with her head bleeding, her hand placed on the left side of her face.

She realized something she'd supposed to know years ago.

She took off her hand, and a drop of blood rolled down her cheeks.

With this amount of pain, Mina's tears would have turned into blood. But it didn't.

she made momo keep her promise.

and for the first time, her tears of pain fell down her cheeks.

"is that what you're smiling at Mina?"

Those were the last tears Mina had seen.

Those will be the tears, Momo will shed forever.

Those tears Mina had been shedding.

as painful as it is,

it's left eye's tears.