My parents always as me this question, what would you want for your birthday this year? Every year is the same question with a different answer. I can't really tell them what I really want for my birthday knowing its difficult to get it.
You see the wish that I really want is not materialistic nor is it an object, its something beyond this world , something that no scientist can do. So I just tell them what they want to hear, something simple, that's it they would get me clothes, shoes, jewelry, a new phone, a new laptop, etc. If I just name it they will get it.
But the thing is they don't really ask me what I really wish for , and you may be wondering what it is that I wish for. Like I said before its something that no one can ever give , well except for God, but I know it will take a few more years for that. I'm going to tell you all what my every year birthday wish is. Every year I wish to see my grandfather from my dad's side, you see he die 4 months after my birth ( cue the tears) I didn't really got to meet him that long :( my family doesn't like to talk about him that much, ( I guess it hurts them to talk about him) but don't I deserve to know about the man who held me first after my birth? It hurts me too you know, for 4 months I felt safe, protected, warm and over the moon when he would held me :) Although I should have felt those feelings with my parents I didn't. I just want to see him for a bit😥 I want to tell him that I love him in person, I want him to hold me like he used to when I was a baby😓 In a few days it will b my birthday , another birthday useless wish to make😞 So after all my wish is to see him again for the last time, at least for just a few minutes or seconds😭😭 I MISS YOU GRANDPA!!😭😭
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Randomin life there are going to be people who will judge you for who you are , but we can change that by accepting ourselves as who we really are
