"LIVE THE MOMENT"

CHAPTER 11

Makalipas ang halos ilang linggong pananatili namin sa Hospital ay nag-palabas na ako sa mommy at daddy ko. Kahit alam ko sa sarili ko na hindi dapat.

"Mei, baby nasa labas na daw si Zayn" sabi ng mommy ko habang nakasilip sa pinto ng kuwarto ko.

"Sige po mommy, susunod na po ako" I answered politely, as I shifted my glance at my mom. I can still see in her eyes that she's so worried about my health condition. But still, I can do nothing.

I am now dressed in a white simple ruffle sleeve blouse paired with a fitted pants and a white satin pointed toe flats with a chiffon ankle strap. My usual attire. I walked out of my room as I put my Saint Laurent Black Monogramme Envelope Chain Wallet Bag on my shoulder. This bag is my dad's gift, and this is going to be the first time that I'll use it.

"Salamat at pumayag ka sa hiling ko" masayang panimula ko pagka-baba ko ng hagdan galing sa kwarto ko.

"Ikaw pa ba" masayang tugon lang ni Zayn na sinuklian ko naman ng matatamis na ngiti. I couldn't ask for anything more. All of this are enough already. I hope it all last, but that's probably impossible.

Hiniling ko kagabi kay Zayn nang mag-text ako sa kaniya na mamasyal kami na agad naman niyang sinang-ayunan. Even though I knew he would doubt. Dahil alam kong sa isip isip niya ay hindi naman ako mahilig sa pamamasyal, which is true. I always prefered at home, not because its my choice but because that's where I should be, I should be at home.

Zayn was not aware na nagpa-labas na ako ng Hospital. I don't know how Im going to tell him about that. Im not yet ready. I know this is being selfish but I just don't know how to tell him. My Doctor already cleared to me everything, but I can't still accept it.

Kasalukuyan na kaming nasa isang park ngayon, hindi maalis ang mga ngiti sa labi ko habang pinagmamasdan ang paligid ko ngayon. I feel so relaxed right now. The fresh air of this park where the garden is located. Its so refreshing, I feel like I don't sick. I love having this feeling, especially right now that Im with him, that he's at my side.

"Did you like it baby?" tanong ni Zayn na nagpabalik sa akin sa realidad.

"Oo ang ganda dito, thank you for bringing me here Zayn" masayang sagot ko sa kaniya.

Nalaman kasi ni Zayn na ni minsan ay hindi ako lumalabas-labas ng bahay at ang paglaki at pag-aaral ko ay sa loob lang ng bahay namin. Kaya hindi na ako mag-tataka na pumasok sa isip niya na matutuwa ako kapag dinala niya ako sa mga masasayang lugar tulad nalang ng park kung nasaan kami ngayon.

Buong araw ang naging masayang pamamasyal naming dalawa ni Zayn, Im so happy being with him this whole day. Halos inabot na kami sa gabi sa pama-masyal. Ibat-ibang lugar din ang mga napuntahan naming dalawa. We also went at Zoo that made me feel more relaxed. Hindi maipagkakaila ang mga ngiting naka lapat sa labi naming dalawa lalo na sa akin. I can't help but smile all the time. Im so happy.

Sa isip-isip ko ngayon, ang araw na ito ay bagong alaala nanaman na kailanman ay hindi ko malilimutan. I'll forever treasure this moments of me with him.

Now I can all understand what really love is, not just the meaning of this but the feeling of being love by someone and inlove to someone. And that is all because of this guy, this guy who taught everything to me. He made me realize that being loved by someone is such a wonderful feeling and loving someone can feel you inspired.

"Baby, we're here" a gentle husky voice whispered. When I opened my eyes I met his dark eyes and now I can clearly see his manly features.

I touch his cheeks with my left hand while enjoying this moments with him. Im going to miss this, I'll probably miss this.

Nanatili lang kami sa ganoong posisyon habang patuloy kong hinahaplos ang kaniyang pisngi. I switched my glance and I look at his lips. He slowy moving approaching towards me, huli na nang napagtanto kong nag-lapat na ang mga labi namin. He kissed me gently and I kissed him back, as I felt his sincere love for me. I really love this guy, my husky voice guy.

"I love you Zayn, I really do baby" I whispered as we stopped kissing. That was my first ever kiss and I'll never regret giving it to him. I'll forever treasure him even until my last breathe.

"I love you too Alazne, I reall really do my baby" he responded as he kissed me again but this time its in my forehead.

When I first saw him I never expect that I'll like him like this, even as a friend nor just a classmate. Pero ngayon hindi ko lang siya gusto dahil mahal ko na siya, mahal na mahal. How I wish na sana ganito nalang nga talaga kasimple ang lahat, na normal lang para sa akin ang lahat pero hindi ehh at kailanman ay hanggang sana nalang ako. But after all I can say that Im still lucky because I met a guy who can love me this much and his name is Kaizer Zayn Evans, my forever treasure my forever baby.

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