Suicide is selfish that's what they tell me
But I could careless because to me it's a selfless act
They say I'm helpless because I'm not even trying to be happy
They say for me to think positive while I'm crying
And I'm so exhausted from hearing it's a solution to a temporary problem
For I know that, I've known that since I learned what the word meant
I'm just concerned for those who dont know what depression means
Because it then makes it hard for me to tell you how I can still breathe
See I'm so stressed when you dont understand what I mean when I say "I'm depressed"
For I have a confession my heart is breaking while I'm sitting here shaking
I'm not faking when I say "I want to die"
Then all you do is ask "why"?
And all I say is "Nevermind, i'm fine"
I know I lied but all you ever tell me is that "I'm going to be alright"
So when I cut myself at night I just tell myself "I'm doing just fine", no matter how much of it is a lie
~shy
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Sorry if that dosen't make sense. It was honestly a rant at first that I tried to turn into a poem.
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Nothing And Everything (Poem Book)
PoésieHi! So this is my first book and I kinda suck at grammer so feel free to correct me on any mistakes. But I do try to put all my feelings and thoughts into what I write so I hope if you do read this that you like it. Also I add trigger warnings becau...
