Messy introduction

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i don't really know what i'll be doing with this, all i know is that a blue eyed blond haired boy refuses to pay attention to me and that it breaks my fragile heart. 

i think way too much about it, and he doesn't deserve to be blamed for my heart-brokenness, but i mean can't he at least say hi?

my mom says i question myself way too much when it comes to people that i like, maybe she's right. 

music is blaring inside my ears as i am writing this, my heart is pounding to its rhythm inside my chest. the only thing going wrong right now is that i am alone, again. 

it's dark in my room that's not my room when the sun has set. i don't like it, it makes me realize how alone i actually am.

music makes me forget how alone i actually am sometimes, maybe that's why i don't listen to people. 

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