BELISAERE ACADEMY

32. ♡EZPARENZA♡

I tried my extreme combat training. It was hard. What made it even harder was Balthozar, who I think just made this alot harder than it was supposed to be. I managed to pin him but he could still get me. He caught me in his arms.

"Come on, Baby. Leave him. I'm the better choice." Balthozar said. "No ways. That is Mi Vida. I will never leave him." I said. He bent over me and kissed me. I tried to push him away but he put my hands behind my back. I was trapped.

"Balthozar!" His mother yelled. He let me go. "What, Lireal? She was mine first." He snarled. "BALTHOZAR!" Someone yelled. I looked up. Sabriel and his father were standing at the window frim upstairs, in the attic. His father looked horribly upset. Not at me and not at Balthozar but he was staring at Lireal. I looked at Sabriel. He was glaring at me, glassy and teary eyed. There was also a little... No. Alot. Alot of either jealousy or pain or both. I gave him an apologetic look. He shook his head and walked away. I felt horrible. I should have told Lireal that I didn't want to do this.

I ran to my room and licked myself in the bathroom. I put my back against the door. My body felt like jelly and my legs couldn't hold me. My body slid down the door until my butt hit the cold floor. I put my head inbetween my knees. Liquid fell from my eyes. The last time I cried like this was when Balthozar and I broke up. My eyes burned and my heart was sore. Soon mg tears stopped. I still wanted to cry but there was nothing left.

Someone knocked at the door. "Ezparenza? You okay, Honey?" Lily asked. 'Yeah. We're worried about you." Jace said. I ignored them. "Honey, Sabriel is worried about you. He has looked everywhere except here. I knew you would be here. Honey, you need to come out." Lily said. Sabriel. Is he angry at me? Does he want to see me? What is he going to say to me? I have so many questions that only he can answer.

"Honey, come on. Open the door. You have been in here for over six hours. It's nightfall. Sweeetheart, we're all worried. Sabriel is losing his mind. Come on, Honey. Open the door." Lily said. "Ezparenza, open the door before I bust it open." Jace said. I kept quiet. I feel like shit. I should have known that Balthozar would do something like this. It is all my fault. I should have said no when Lireal told me that I'd be doing combat training.

The door rattled but I stayed there. I couldn't go. I know how it feels to see something that is innocent but looks so wrong. I can't face Sabriel. I felt someone try to push the door open but my weight made it hard to open. Then his scent hit me. "Where is she!? Where is my mate!?" Sabriel yelled. "Bathroom." Jace said. Sabriel shimmered in. He bent infront of me and wiped my face. He kissed my cheek.

"Ezzy, I swear that I am not angry at you. I never was." He said.

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