"You & I - The beginning of Something New"

You Are Going to Pay For It.

Jesy POV

The elevator couldn't go any faster, i was tapping my foot uncontrollably, i was so mad, i have to see him, "GOD! how could he do that to her" i thought out loud, my phone rang "WHAT?!" answered "Woah, sorry to disturb you" "Oh babe, sorry, oh gosh, no i didnt mean to answer like that" "Well, it fine, but what happened?" "Well, Zayn destroyed Perrie's heart and i just might kill him" "Hey Jess, take it easy, dont do anything you are going to regret" "Im not THAT crazy, im just going to go talk to him, so i have to hang up, im going to get in the car and drive to his place" "Okay, i will see you later right?" "Yes of course!" "Fine fine, i love you, drive safe!" "I will bye" i drove out of the parking lot and called Zayn, after i hung up i drove straight to Trisha's home "He's never going to see it coming".

As soon as i got there i saw his car parked on the drive way, i got out of the car and rang the doorbell, and Trisha answered "Hi Trisha!" "Jesy, what a surprise! are the other girls here too?" "Oh. no, no they were busy, but...im actually here to talk with Zayn" "Oh well come in dear, he's in the Kitchen" "Okay thank you, i wont be long" i walked over to the kitchen, and yes, he is standing there with the most adorable little boy, he looks alot like Zayn.

"Hi Zayn" i say with a fake smile "Hey jesy? what are you doing here?" "Oh you know, i just thought we could have a chat!" "Okay?...." "and maybe outside?" "Oh right, i will take this cutie upstairs" Trisha takes the little boy and we walk to the back yard "So what did you want to tak about" "REALLY? YOU DONT KNOW?! what the fuck is the matter with you Zayn!" "Ugh this is about Perrie isnt it?" "No shit Sherlock! of course its about  her, why else would i be here?" "Right." "What the hell happened?" "Oh c'mon like you already dint know" "Of course i know, but i need to know your side of the story"  "Okay Fine....."

".....You have no idea how many times i was going to tell her, but i just couldn't, i knew it would just crush her, and i didn't want to hurt her, she is my whole life, i asked her to marry me for gods sake!" "If you had been honest with her from the begining she wouldnt have reacted like she did" "You dont think i know that?" "Zayn she is really torned apart, its not a pretty site" "And how do you think i feel? huh? what about me? its all my fault, she lost the baby because of me, how do think that makes me feel? God Jesy i- i just cant take it anymore....im sorry" and with that he stormed off, but he stopped at the glass door "You know what the wrost part is?" he turned around as i looked into his eyes "If i cant forgive myself....how is she supposed to forgive me?" "i-i dont know..." "Bye Jesy" "Bye" i sat there, thinking, as much as i hated ZAyn for doing that  to my best friend i felt bad for him, and i never thought about his feelings, i got up and headed to my car, not ever bothering to say goodbye. 

I went Straight home, it was too late to go see Perrie now, and i had a date with Jake, i smiled at the thought and left.