Time-Shigan {Liskook/Lizkook ff}

~Chapter 1~

As far as I know become a college student as easy as I think it would be, just like my brother and his friends

Happy and sad together, hangout and sleep together, studying together, share different traits and personality yet stuck together been blood sweat and tears through their freshman year until now, senior in the college

I wish my life simple as that

But

I don't think so

My mom once told me, live life as I wanted it to be, don't follow mind just do what heart says

Egoistic Jerk

What they've been calling me, here I am trying figure how things work without allowing myself to damaged more

Watching teen dramas ending happily, everything put into a place where everyone has their own solution of teenager life and being together in the last

But we know that's not just that afterward

I have everything back then

Supportive Friends

Loyal girlfriend

Loving parents

Beauty shoulders

Unfazed boxing skills

"I'm just" She paused, frustrated pooling her eyes as she turned around facing her back to me "I'm tired with all of this, let's have a break,kookie?"

I lose my girlfriend

"Something gone wrong with you,JK" Sehun analysed my hidden expression

"Should I agree,Hunnie?" Jimin Teased the nickname then his smile faded as he set his eyes on Jungkook "Dude we don't know how to help you with this,you're just keeping us shut like everytime we trying to give a hand"

"Leave him alone, he sure has plans to drive off the ego himself" Yugyeom piped in

They left me, my Friends

"Careless! Be more alert of your surroundings, the competition comes around how can you be here with this shoulder leaving the rehab behind?!" Coach Kim spat into my face

Broken shoulder and the chance of shows off my talent also the financial aid I been seek to get,the reason to the flesh of my future career

"Tick,tick,tick! 5 hours! Woahhh!" A very familiar voice interrupted, I roll my eyes automatically

"I mean 5 freaking hour! You sure cold as stone woah,daebak"

She's getting on my nerve

"No class today?" I asked,annoyed

"Trying to get rid of me buddy?" She glance at me, grinning like an idiot "I just finished the classes and saw you here then boom freezing myself to death for five fucking hour" She complained, fake exaggerating

"You did it on your own" I mutters, clamped jaw.Annoyed

"Yeah,I just did it for you" She whispers but I ignoring her, I won't lead her to any further meaningless joke that she already fell

Knowing she's having a crush on me, I can't help but rejecting her right on the spot

She's the one acting all tough put on an act just to assure me how fine she is, Kim Jennie still my one and only,my priority

She leaned her back on the railing, her eyes wanders on mine then landing on hurt shoulder

"What's up-"

"Lisa! If you don't stop I would rip your mouth into two" He warns, gives her pointed look then closed his eyes as he heaves a sigh

Lisa put up her hands gesturing a surrender, nods briskly "Alright,alright no need to bark bud"

Silence engulfs around us

"I was thinking when I was rejected after the unnecessary confession" She started, I glance up to her watching her smile slowly fade out

"Was this feeling actually exist? Am I doing the right thing? Is it okay acting this way? Am I even deserves this?" She facing the railing, grabbing it as she sway her body backward

"Yes I do have this feeling,I'm doing the right thing,I'm okay the way I am and I do deserve it all.I answered it right after because I was the one who know me well"

My eyes watching every move she did, I could feel her pain in this moment, guilt crawls over the thick skin of mine

My heart aches for her

I know 'sorry' would not the best line to be throw at her

"The only one who can solve the problem is you" She adds

Then it hit me hard

As if she notices the change in me, she tease me

"I'm just too perfect for you" She said. Chuckle but her eyes telling otherwise "Sometimes I wonder why do I have to fell for you, you're just the dumbest human ever exist"

"Why are you helping me? If you wanted something in return, I can't do it, Jennie needs me more"

I could tell her stares on me

"I guess acquaintance for two years brought nothing to you, you don't know me well enough despite those years"

She sighs heavily

"See you around, you know where will I be at, just go there if you need something" She paused, surpassed a teasing chuckle "I forgot you'll never know"

I lost my 2 years entertainer as well

Why everything went wrong these days? Why am I the only one has to go through all of this?!