"Sino bang nanakit sayo Andy?" Napatigil ako sa pag-inom ng milktea ko at napatingin kay Fei, my friend.
"What are you talking about?" I said with a smile, trying to brush off the topic.
"Who hurted you? Who made you like this?"
Biglang bumigat yung dibdib ko. I don't want to talk about him, I don't want to talk about what happened. I don't want to remember him. Kasi for years, I tried to erase him from my heart, from my memory... kasi he's someone I don't ever want to remember.
He hurted me so much that it erased all the good memories that we shared together.
"I'm okay, Fei... Okay lang ako." And the moment I said this, hindi ko alam who i'm reassuring, si Fei ba? O ako?
"The guy we saw earlier, siya ba?" I looked at her and smiled a little. Napansin niya pala.
It's true, I guess... that you could never keep something from your friend.
"And you know him right?" I asked her. Sigurado ako na magkakakilala sila, after all, they were schoolmates.
"So it's Lays... He made you like this." I just looked at her and smiled bitterly.
Lays André Mariano, the guy who hurted me four years ago. But he was also the guy who made me the happiest.
And yes, he made me like this. Because of him, loving someone again is so impossible. It became so scary that I don't want to try again.
Fuck, love. But fuck him more.
BINABASA MO ANG
Fuck Love
General Fiction[Lenneon Series #5] For Sheena Andrea Lenneon, she is hard to love. She's a broken girl with trust issues and a nearly empty heart. Because four years ago, there was a guy who wrecked havoc into her life and when he left? She never became the same a...
