Monty's Favorite Drug

Chapter 3: We're only young once

Winston's POV

It hurt me. Seeing Monty in such pain. I didn't know how to make him feel better, but staring into each other's eyes it made me happy. I just hope it made him happy too.

I open my eyes to see that he's gone. With him wanting to stay the night I figured he'd still be here. I guess he must've taken an Uber home.

I get up when I notice that his grey shirt and underwear are gone. Everything else though, is still here. His letterman jacket, his flannel shirt, his pants.

I get dressed and head downstairs to see him on the phone.

"I texted you that I was going to Charlie's dad." He sounded frustrated. "Okay, Dad I get it."

He turns around and sees me starting at him. He sighs, "Yes sir. Bye."

"You gotta go?" I question him

"No actually he's mad at me so it's best that I don't go home, well until he's not anymore. I'm not sure how long that'll take."

Hearing that gave me a bittersweet feeling. It was nice to think that he would be staying for a bit longer. It also hurt to know that things were bad at home for him.

"Don't worry I'll head out if you want."

"No, stay. Like I said my parents are gone all weekend it's fine with me."

"You sure?"

"Yeah." I walk up to him. "I'd actually like it if you stayed." I smiled at him to assure him, and to give him the hint of what we be doing if he did stay.

"Look Winston, your a good guy and all." I know where this is going.

"But, you're not gay." I finish the sentence so he doesn't have too. He just nods his head in agreement.

"So? That doesn't mean you can't stay. Doesn't mean we can't hangout." I reassure him. I know it's difficult for him to accept who he is.

"It does though. I shouldn't do those things, and if I'm with you then I can't help myself. I'm sorry."

I move out of the way so he can get his things from my room. I just have to let him figure these things out on his own. He doesn't need me and I shouldn't need him.

He walks down the stairs all dressed and ready to go.

"Can I at least give you a ride?" I ask him.

"I already ordered an Uber don't worry. It's here actually."

With that I watch him walk passed me and out the door. He waves goodbye and starts to leave.

"Don't worry Monty, no one will ever know that you were here." I promise him. He turns around smiles and waves. That's it, then. No more of that.

Okay Winston just go back to normal life. Shouldn't be too hard, I did it before after he beat ass. I go about my normal day. I take a shower, I get dressed, I eat breakfast.

I get a text from my mom. "We should be getting a package from amazon today make sure you get it okay."

I check the time. It's 10am, still early. It's been 2 hours since Monty left. Fuck, I gotta forget him. I start call up my friend so we can hangout since I have nothing to do today

"Hey, what are you doing."

We talk for a bit when the door rings.

"One second, it's probably amazon something my mom ordered."

I open the door and it's not amazon.

"I'll call you back." I hang up.

So much for forgetting Monty, it's hard to do that when he's back at my door step. "I drove here so I hope you don't live by anyone who goes to liberty." He tells me as he lets himself in.

I close the door behind him. "Don't worry no one from liberty could afford these houses."

He smiles at me. "Look, I thought about what you said."

I raise my eyebrow at him in confusion.

"That you won't tell anyone about me being."

I nod. Oh yeah right.

"So if no ones not ever gonna know why not just say fuck it and stay the weekend at have so more fun." He puts some emphasis on the word fun. "We're only young once."

I walk up to him and kiss him. I even have my tongue force it's way into his mouth to give him no doubt that he should stay. "Like that?" I playfully ask him.

"Yeah like that." He laughs. "But that's not what I had in mind." He picks me up and I'm straddling him now.

I do my dorky smile and laugh. "Oh yeah then show me what you have in mind."

He lead carries me to my room, and I know this is probably a bad idea to think with him being closeted and struggling with himself, but I can't help to think. I could get used to this.

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