Dirt

Messy Warning (*wink*)

Hello and welcome to the jungle. Not the title of this book but the concept that this is very confusing and nobody fucking knows what goes inside. 

These are my apologies [ wink wink ] for the proceeding reading:

1) I don't know what a plot is, how to plan one, nor write one. If you're picking up what I'm putting down we're all fucked if you want a very in-depth, thought out plot because my type of writing is writing whatever comes and hope it flows. I'm sorry for my lack of plot.

2)Because of my lack of carefully planned out plot my stories are slow burn. Pretty fucking slow burn. I like messy little details that come and go so it takes a while to get places. I'm really sorry, I wish my fat ass could get to it all faster.

3)I'm a dumb bitch that tries to write smut but literally doesn't know shit about the world so it's awkward and bad and I'm very sorry about it. Literally so sorry.

4)My grammar and all that is so shit. You wouldn't think I've been in advanced English for years. I'm a dumb bitch that can retain knowledge nor put it into a good novel. I'm really sorry, I'm trying to be better.

5)These all make me sound like I shouldn't be writing and should probably jump off a bridge. Fat chance I should. I guess what I'm trying to say is this book has flaws. Fat, fat, flaws that make me very scared to publish this but I like writing it and it makes me feel better just to see it published. So, please read it if you will. Give me harsh critiques and side with my shitty characters. Please read, but I also one hundred percent understand if you see whats going on. I'm sorry this sounds pathetic and excuses.

Further Synopsis:

Princeton isn't exactly living a normal teenage life. Keeping him and his alcoholic dad afloat takes up a big portion of his life. But he would do anything for his dad since his mother left them all broken into pieces. Anything it takes to keep that small piece of his family together now that his older brother is living a healthy life in college. His gang of idiotic best friends tries to keep him functioning like a teenager, as much as they can. Princeton is surviving. He stopped living a long time ago. Keeping it all together is all that matters with his shitty living situation and uncontrollable episodes that wipe his soul away. Surviving is slowly losing to the push of life. He can try to push away the pressure of everything but living doesn't work that way.

Knox comes a shitty set of DNA. He can't remember his father, locked up when he young. His mom, however, was the best parent he or his little sister Grace could imagine. Until she got hooked on drugs and turned their lives into unstable hell. Once his mother is arrested with a handful of time ahead of her, Knox and Grace are sent to his grandparents. Grandparents Knox's mother blocked when he was too young to remember. He has to leave his only parent behind to move to a tiny, homophobic town to share a room with his uncle his age.  Grace is moving forward, but Knox still has the irking link to his past he can't shake enough to thrive with everyone around him. He wants to move forward, he's falling into life in his new home, it's just hard to build a new future when you're taunted by your false reality. 

Two boys toying with their future, holding onto their family. Not recognizing their paths are being cut, reality pushing and pulling. They're fumbling in the dark, the light switch shrinking much too fast. 

You can't grow if you're stuck playing the dirt.

Dirt. It's going to be messy.