I wish I lost them, I'm really tired of doing this,this happens everytime
My life is just a cycle, me running from them, coming home with bruises, waking up, fixing my self, they saw me, I run
Why? What did I do to them? Why did they hurt me like this? I'm too tired
If they won't quit, I'll quit, they should be happy that I'm doing this
Feeling the cold air of the rooftop in our school, should I Jump? Will I be fine? What ever happens to me, I will still love my family, and you, goodbye
I'm about to jump but someone opened the door, I turned back and looked at them with my red puffy eyes
"If I jump,be happy, you guys achieve your goal, to make my life miserable, to hurt me, to give me pain all the time, to break me into pieces every DAMN TIME, just be happy, tell everyone that they should live well, tell my parents to be safe everytime, but I guess you guys don't have a heart to do that huh? Well now look, I can't redo my life, I don't know what to feel anymore, I just want my life to be in piece, but here you are, treating me like a trash, goodluck ex best friends, have a good life" not letting them finish, I let myself fall and closed my eyes
Finally, the pain is gone, my pain is gone, I'm sorry for doing this, I'm sorry for quitting, I'm sorry everyone
I can feel the light shining through my eyes, I opened it but I just saw a blinding light, what happened?
The light is so bright that made me close my eyes again, I wish when I open this, I will be completely different, different from my old self
I wish I'm not that girl Meyli anymore, I wish Everything will be fine when I opened my eyes
Now where am I?
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Hope you all like It, I know that it sucks and sorry for putting something harsh on this, (the suicide part) please continue reading the story
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