Boom Clap

Chapter Twenty-seven

Chapter 27~

•Ashlyn' POV•

You know when you have something really important to say, or even a better example when you're talking to an adult and your voice gets all weird because you're nervous? Or maybe you just don't say anything at all? Well speaking to Harry made me feel that way right now. I wanted to become a crab and just retract into my shell.

"Is that the end of your thought? Calling me a fuck tard? Ashy this isn't a great narrative..." Harry impatiently remarked.

"I'm sorry. No wait I'm not sorry. I have a right to freeze this is some heavy shit I'm about to dump on you." I grimaced at him.

Why am I even telling him? Is he even going to care? Probably not. This want to be punk rock boy most likely is just being nosey.

~just a fair warning the psycho chick is coming...I can hear her!~ Britney sang in my head.

"Mary?" I gasped.

"What?" Both Harry and Clara said in unison.

The last time I heard Mary was when they admitted me into the hospital for attempted suicide, I was only fourteen. Mary was crazy! Super fucking crazy and she would probably run and jump out of the window if I let her take over again.

"I can't do this." I stood up and attempted to run to the bathroom. Why did I stop taking my pills?

Harry's hand circled around my wrist.

"Come onnnn! Don't run away." He begged.

His need for knowledge of my personal like was bigger than I thought.

"Harry, you don't understand. I need...I need to go." I frantically pulled away from his grip and he looked hurt.

This time I ran for the door. Maybe if I am going to change it doesn't have to be in front of them. Clara knows about my... condition. She doesn't however know about Mary.

"ASHLYN!" Harry shouted as I ran down the hall.

I didn't know how Britney had heard Mary before I did. Then however I realized... Mary wasn't speaking, she was laughing.

~go back Ashlyn.~

"No!" I cried.

~fine~

•Mary's POV•

"Oh Boy!" I laughed calling out for him behind the closed door down the hall.
~you shouldn't do this~

"He needs to know Brit" tears kept coming but all I could do was laugh.

Won't that send him for a loop. Crying and laughing. I skipped back down the hall pushing the door open with a big smile, excited to share Ashlyn's little secret. Wait big secret?

"You know most boys run after girls. They don't just give up after one pitiful call. It's almost rude."

"Sorry." Harry looked puzzled.

"I need a cigarette or a knife?" I licked my teeth. They've grown so much since I last came.

"Oh my god I have boobs!" I squeezed them in my hands. I have fucking boobs!

"I wonder if I've had sex! Probably, Britney's always been such a whore I don't see why not."

"Who's Britney?" The poor boy is belittled.

"The hoe in my head of course. You don't know that? Right! That's the thing I wanted to tell you! Ashlyn is so sad and angry in here, I really should just end it for her. You!" I turned to the brunette.

"You, the little slut! You know! Ashlyn told you! Bet she didn't say anything about me. She thinks I'm crazy." I whispered the last part.

"I SWEAR TO JESUS CHRIST THOUGH IM NOT! I just see the truth and the truth is the world is so sad. I don't think Ashlyn needs live in this sad world. She should be up in heaven with the Angels. Does anybody have that knife?"

"I think I'm going to go." Harry mumbled.

"What why! You're a pussy. A baby for reals! Can't stand a little truth. I thought you were the one who wanted to know?" I breathed heavily.

"I'm so confused right now guys! You really should just tell me how you feel. I mean honestly, I get so mad. When I'm mad I just can't help but want to hurt things. SO JUST TELL ME THE FUCKING TRUTH!"

The two imbeciles stood still in their spots. Are they afraid?

"Uh!! I won't hurt you if you just fucking talk! ITS NOT THAT HARD!" I started to cry. These people frustrate me so much!

"You know why Ashlyn has always been alone? Because rude people like you exist! You know she's not the crazy one... It's all of us jammed up in this SMALL HEAD! It's so small in their. We never get to come out because we scare people. People like you."

They still didn't move.

"WHY DONT YOU SAY ANYTHING! I can't do this. If you don't have a knife a bath tub will have to do or maybe the window." Before they had a chance to register what I had planned I ran to the bathroom and locked the door. The windows looked too small.

I plugged the drain in the tub and started the water.

"I promise I'm helping you Ashlyn."

~what the fuck! I don't want to die!~

"Shut up Britney. No one asked you. Ashlyn has such a shitty life. She NEEDS to die."

~No! No she doesn't!~

"STOP IT!!!" I started crying again. Falling to the bottom of the tub I let Ashlyn's clothes get wet as I clawed at the side of my ears. I pushed deeply into the side of my ear pulling off pieces of skin as I dragged my nails down. Why won't the water come faster.

"You just had to fucking know Harry! Didn't you?" The slut screamed from outside the door.

A loud crash against the wood.

"I didn't know this would happen Clara!"

Another crash. They're trying to break down the door...

The water was up to the ears now making the water around Ashlyn bloody. Who cares though? She is gonna die anyway.

Another crash.

Maybe I should just turn around and put my head in first so I can get the job done before they break though that cheep wood.

"Ashlyn?! Ashlyn! Open up!" The slut pounded on the door. Another crash and the boy spoke.

"Come on Ashlyn open the door please!"

I turned over in the water and plunged my head in. The muffled noises made me relax. It was so much quieter and peaceful under here.

Don't you see Ashlyn? It could be quiet like this all the time...

Ashlyn's body started to squirm under the water but I didn't let her pull out. Death shouldn't be so scary. Her lugs were burning with the need for oxygen. In a second her body will breathe in the water because it's so desperate for air and that's when we will choke... That's when we will be free.

{ Authors note:
So so so sorry Abby got grounded and we couldn't finish it due to my hectic schedule!! But were back and ready to rock so comment what you think will happen next!!}