One Last chance
We we're driving back then
I was with you,Ben
The street was so slippery
But i know I'm safe cause you're with me.
You stepped the brake
Then my heart is now at stake
The car didn't stop
And took one more lap
The light strokes at my face
Then i saw blood in my hands
The surrounding became so black
all i know was we're stuck
I heard the siren of the ambulance
And felt the melancholic feeling of the ambiance
I heard the people crying
And they said that I'm dying
I saw a light
I walked into it and held tight
Then i heard a voice
It's coming from a far noise
"I will give you another chance.
Another chance just for once.
If you will live again for a day of four,
Who will yoou live for?"
I answered to Him
"If my life again will begin.
I would like to see the one i love
The only important man i have"
"But in one condition"
He said with prefection
"What is it?" I asked
"You will live but on other's mask"
"For me,It's alright
I accept it with all my might"
The light started to cover my body
Then i open my eyes gradually.
I saw an old woman
With an old man.
"My daughter,what do you feel?"
"Who are you? Is this for real?"
"You're my daughter named Celena
You accidentally slipped in the stairs of the arena"
Maybe this is my new personality
And the identity that was given to me.
Days had passed
I recover at last
i miss my mom and dad
I want to hug them so bad.
And i wish to see Ben
And continue our love again.
Every night and day
This is the only thing i pray.
One day, fate acted for us to met
In a day that rains and we're so wet.
You lent me your jacket,
I felt something on it's pocket.
In there,I saw my picture
But it's blurred i'm sure.
"Who's this girl?
Is this you're life's pearl?"
"No Its not her.
And it will never be her"
I was so surprised
The water in my body went to my eyes.
But I have to control myself
Even though my heart is shouting help.
"Why?I think she is the one who owns you
And the one who loves you?"
"I never loved her even a second"
Now,I wanted to cut my life that is prolonged.
Please tell me i heard the wrong one
Please tell me it isn't done.
"Where is she now?"
My tears fall so i looked down..
"She's already dead"
He said with no emotions send.
"Why?What happened?"
It hurts to hear but i still pretend.
"She died on an accident.
An accident that I,myself,invent."
I was already hyperventilating
I couldn't accept what i'm hearing.
"She died because of my plan
I killed her to be with you,my only woman"
My tears fall nonstop at my face
it seemed that they are on a race.
He asked me why am i crying
But i didn't answer instead i started running.
So,he killed me because of this body of her
He killed me because Celena is there.
It hurts me so much
Is there someone on me wanted to catch?
The identity i was living for
Is the reason why i couldn't reach my dream anymore.
And the one i love the most
Is the person who killed me and made me lost.
He who only owns my heart
But tore it apart.
He who killed me
Is the one one's i wish to marry.
I suddenly began to reminisce
The lies behind his hugs and kiss.
The truth set me free
And this one last chance awakens me.
10-30-12
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