°Does He Know° || Sanhyuk || SOCKY || Astro Fanfiction

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Sanha

Was Minhyuk thinking of me? Did he miss me like I missed him? I didn't mean to push him away, I swear. I guess I can't deal with the fact that Someone was dating Minhyuk now and it wasn't me.

      Pausing my thoughts, I take out my maths homework and try to solve them. Noona was really angry that I got a D on my Math Test but I should be happy tho, since that's probably the only D I'm going to get in this life.

   A knock on my door threw me off balance as I groaned. Who dared interrupt my Study Time? Lazily heading for the door, I opened it to see I.M.

What did he want?

    “I brought snacks” he said holding up a bag as I bit down on my lip. “..Let's hang out”

Exchanging glances between My Maths Textbook and I.M, I almost peed myself.

Guys, The Struggle was real.

I'm sorry Mathematics. I promise to study you tomorrow.

“Okay. Let's hang out” I said, moving aside for him to enter my room. This was probably the third time He had been in my Room. He sat on my bed, whilst taking off his shoes.

  I joined him, plopping myself unto the Bed. “Why did you come to My House today? I thought you were hanging out with your Friends.”

“My Friends will be fine. I wanted to Hang out with you” He winked, my cheek flushing red immediately.

  “O-Okay” I replied, turning my gaze away from him as I picked up my Laptop. “What Would you like to see?”

“Anything you want to see” He mentioned, scooting closer to me.

“What about Love Simon?” I inquired as He nodded.

“Seen it a couple of times but it won't hurt to see it with you..” he said flashing me a smile. His Teeth were Shinny. What brand of toothpaste did he use? “Come here..” he said opening his arms as I smiled, laying in his arms as he wrapped his arms around me.

  This felt....really Nice.

     I pressed play as the Movie came on. I could feel His Breathe on my Neck sometimes but I discarded the thought of being Tensed.

The Movie continued until the end and I was a bit anxious to know if Simon was going to end up with this Blue Guy. Imagine my Joy when Blue arrived and it was the Black Dude. I swear, they were so cute and the kiss was Hella great.

    “Are you tearing up?” IM laughed as I nudged his side, sitting up straight on my bed.

“It was nice to see them have a happy ending” I defended as IM laughed louder.

  I didn't get it. Was this laugh all still because of my tears or was I missing something else?

  “when are you going to have your happy Ending?” he questioned seriously.

“What are you talking about?”

He shrugged. “Sanha, any guy would want to date you. Heck, you should have so many Thirsty Guys in your DMs right now. Why aren't you dating?”

Maybe.

Maybe the reason I wasn't dating was because I was waiting for my Straight Friend to like me back.

“I'm not just ready.. ” that was a lie.

“Don't bullshit me Sanha. its either you are in love with someone already or....You want to be a Player” he guessed as I cussed. Why did I  have smart people as friends?