When I finally got over you,
Thinking I have made it,
That I will finally move on,
But then,you are still stubborn,
Just like before,told me you are leaving,
And then again appeared in my dreams!
I wish I could control my dreams,
If I could do that,I would never let you in,
But there we were,standing hand in hand,
As close as I ever wanted to be,
I was holding my tears in,then u said,
"Sorry" , I melted like a candle and cried in your arms,
You said you wont leave me ever again,
Then.....I woke up.
It was just yet another dream,that I wish could come true,
And you were still in your own world.
I wonder if I ever even cross your mind ,
Even by chance,
But no,that's not possible,
Because you never really loved me!
It was just me hanging onto you,
You acted like you love me too,
But no, it was just a mistake.
And here I m now,crying every night, not sleeping at nights,
Starving myself to death,Hating myself more than ever!
I wish you could see,
How much I loved you and maybe still do.
But I hope,
you find someone, who loves you more than I do,
And most of all....
I hope you REALLY love her too....
