she honestly was a mystery.
we had no idea who she was or what she could've empowered.
the cautionary tale,
starts with a group of 4,
a 14 year old body dysmorphic
a 15 year old airhead
and a duo, a 12 and a 17 year old girl with beliefs of empowerment and control of others.
it's not a mystery that she disappeared, we all expected it.
we've heard nearly 1,000 breakdowns a day, cryings in the washroom and blood on the walls, holes from punches.
no one was sorry, and no one was to blame.
who was she?
she was a body dysmorphic, an independent.
her occasional and annual silence was expected, but her return is past due. it's been 12 weeks of unwanted and unexpected silence.
now onto the duo.
"no one cared about her. she was a nuisance in her own way." the 12 year old says.
it's odd, why was she involved. as a simple 6th grader, there wasn't many who cared about what they'd had to say, they just had to resume to their maths of long division.
"she was... a bitch." the 17 year old says,
why is someone so much older picking on someone of such a younger age gap.
"i didn't know her well, we didn't talk about anything. she was... nice" the 15 year old says.
the age difference was odd, what possibly should a 17 year old have to do with a 12 year old. not sure.
and then, it went quiet.
a lifetime of sex and drugs ahead of the 17 year old, with the 12 year old to only age and follow.
first puberty, now what?
it was gone though.
i can't find her, and she's gone.
where did she go?
and still, who was she?
