I Want You Bad

I Want You Bad-Chpt. 1

2 brothers, 4 sisters, and I'm the middle child. Mom died of cancer, dad is a drug addict. Can you imagine how much attention I get? Oh yeah, the names Trenton, Mackenzie Trenton. My two twin sisters (Bella and Kaelyn) say I am an embarrassment to the Trenton family just because I have no friends, don't like partying,am a Tom boy, and a 17 year old virgin which was apparently bad.(Bella and Kaelyn were exactly how blond twins should be. Enough said). I actually have had a friend, his name is Alex Daniels. We've been best friends forever. He asked me to be his girlfriend 6 months before he moved to Maine. That's a big deal because I live in California. When he left I got really depressed. Which was perfect because all my siblings made sure that I knew I was worthless. Even my 5 year old little sister (Sophia) calls me ugly,fat etc.(Sophia was a 5 year old total girly girl who everyone thought was an adorable sweetheart but once you lived with her you find out she's a total stuck up selfish brat)But Alex didn't treat me like that, he told me every day that I was beautiful. Now that he is gone, I feel exactly like how my siblings want me to feel. My oldest brother (Nash) always hated Alex. (Nash was a 22 year old motorcycle ridding bad boy who was a total babe magnet).It wasn't because Alex treated me like a lady, it was because he was extremely over protective over just me, not even Bella, Kaelyn, Sophia, or Ally. (Ally was a free spirited 14 year old air head.) I always admired that about Nash. Mood=lonely Suggestions= need boyfriend