Well. Hello! ( pewdiecry )

Chapter 1- my night out

Walking into the nightclub, I looked around. Maybe I will find my special someone tonight. I had never really had a thing for girls. Yet I refused to go to any gay clubs, I didn't know if I was gay, bi or straight. My life was a bit of a train wreak at the moment. Walking to the bar, I sat down on one of the stools. The second my ass touched it, girls were swarming round me. After all, I was l am one of the most famous you-tubers there is. Having finally given my number to all of them, and told them to call me, I ordered my drink. A vodka and two pints of cider. Downing them as the bar man put them down, I got up and paid him. Slightly tipsy, I staggered over to a bunch of lads.
"Mate, if your looking for friends, were gay!" Blurted out a man wearing a sup mask. I smiled at him, he smiled back.
"Well that's good, cause so am I." I said, not realising what I was doing. They welcomed me with open arms. I sat down next to the guy who had said they were gay. I hadn't really notices how his mask covered all of his beautiful face. Or how his hazel hair lay just right. We sat there staring into each other eyes.
"Hi, I'm f-Felix!" I stuttered, shaking hands with them all. "And you guys are?" I asked them all, but i only wanted to know one of them. The worlds sexiest boy. At this moment I know I was gay. I just knew it. Unfortunately they started from the other side of the table.
"I'm ken." He said, giving me a wink. I laughed and he laughed back.
"Hey, I'm Phil." Said the lad to his right.
"Me?" The boy next to Phil asked. Everyone around the table laughed and Phil nodded at him. "ohhhh, sorry. I'm Dan." He said and looked at Phil. Now the one I had been waiting for.
"I'm Ryan!" He said, removing his mask. I looked at him smiling. He smiled back, but I noticed his smile seemed to shine from his cheeks.

2 fun hours later, I had got to know them so well they felt like family. Suddenly, I felt a hand on my knee.
"Excuse me, I have to go piss." I said jumping up. I felt the hand slip down my leg. Looking under the table, I saw Ryan move his hand back of my seat. I looked around under the table, Phil and Dan were holding hands. They must be going out, I thought. Ryan stood up too, I looked at him, he smiled mischievously back at me.
"The bathroom! It's this way!" He said, leading the way. I followed him hoping for some alone time. But as soon as he got the door, he turned around and walked off. I went in, I didn't even need a pee. I had made a massive mistake, I think I had fallen for him. His hazel hair, his sup mask and his magical eyes. My eyes filled with tears. Letting out loud muffled sobs.

{Ryan's POV}

Felix was sat next to me. The urge overcome me, I placed my hand on his knee. I felt his warm, soft skin underneath my fingertips. Suddenly he jumped up.
"Excuse me, I have to go piss." He said, looking around. I felt my hand slip off his leg, onto the seat. Felix looked down, I saw his eyes meet my hand lying where his leg had been a second before. Quickly moving it, I saw his eyes dart around under the table. Looking under myself, I spotted Phil and Dan were holding hands. They had been talking and drinking each others drinks for the past 2 hours. I held in the urge to laugh, well better then I had held in the urge to feel Felix. I looked back at Felix, he was still stood there. I stood up, he obviously didn't know where the toilet was.
"The bathroom! It's this way." I said pointing to the left, leading the way, I slowly heard Felix follow. I turned to face him and gave him a mischievous smile. He looked at me, and I knew I had gone to far. We reached the door and I let him go In. Before he had anytime to shut the door I walked away. He looked like he was about to say something, but I didn't care I had gone way to far. I walked into the disabled toilets next door. Turning on the taps, I looked in the mirror. I was pale as a ghost. I think I was in love with him. In love with his sandy blonde hair. In love with his blue eyes. I was love with his body. I couldn't hold it in anymore. Tears started flowing thick and fast down my face. I let out a cry and a groan, and sank down the wall until I was sat hugging my legs, with my head in between my knees.

Suddenly from the men's room next door I heard a muffled sob. A sob that belonged to the boy I loved. My heart pounded, he was just as upset as I was. I wanted to go comfort him to... My mind roamed on what I could do to him. Suddenly hitting the dirty side of things. I jumped up, looking in the mirror I saw my eyes were all red and blotchy. I couldn't go and see him like this. He would know if had been crying too. Walking to the door of the toilets, I took a deep breath. Opening the door, I stepped out. The sobs became louder and louder as I walked closer to the other toilets. Pushing open the door, I saw him. Taps running, head bent downs over the sink, tears rolling down his face. I walked up to him. His face was pure white, except the streaks of red where the tears had wound there routes. I placed my hand into his shoulder, turning him round. He looked at me, eyes welling up more. I hugged him, he hugged me back and we both stood there crying into each other's shoulders. I finally pulled away, looking at each other we began to laugh. Grasping his hand, I lead him over to the paper towels. Grabbing one, I dabbed his eyes, trailing the towel down the red streaks.
"There, you look much better!" I said without thinking.
"I'm gonna go back to the table. Coming?" Felix smiled, his cheeky smile, and this time he lead the way.