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Just cryztal's thought's in this book finding her way through life and what are her feelings. Finding a way to find her happiness again.

Again, Alone

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by cry_stal_

I know that this is so sudden. But this is based on reality, for this person. Well, mostly my true side of my story. I can't just keep it in anymore. So if you want a slice of a sad, dramatic, scary, life well..keep on reading. But, if that is not what your looking for then you can move along and find a better happy story. Thanks! :3
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Oh, before getting along with my story i might end up updating more stories or this one most certainly on wednesdays or saturday when its possible because I have not been publishing more stories so I am going to focus on this one more often. Okay now to the story! :)
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Cryztal writes in her diary:

" January 1st 2020 12:00 am

Well, happy new years to my ugly ass. Just kidding..Well, we made it to another year. I wonder what my friends are doing..probably doing something bigger like spending time with family than what i am doing spending time alone. By myself AGAIN. My family always be working there asses off, as long as their happy with their job then everything is fine. But, i really hope this year i can get lots accomplished without having problems in front of my face. I just hope that my anxiety will go away and not have to worry my family and friends about my problems that i have in my head. If only life was easy. But I know its not and that just really sucks. sometimes i'd wish for everything to be peaceful..but i can't. The only good thing that i am mostly good at is crying and being a scaredy cat of such things...i even cry over my friends problems..even over small things which is really hard. Is that even okay for me to do? But, I always have to smile so i don't show that side of me. You know...put that fake mask on. Well, happy new years..and good night I'll write more later.."

*falls asleep*