Hey jude, don't make it bad.
Take a sad song and make it better.
Remember to let her into your heart,
Then you can start to make it better.
'In our life, people come and go. Sometimes, the ones that you think are the one isnt really the one. Everybody will eventually hurt you. But the way I see it. You just gotta fuck all that hurt and shit. Thats life. Nothings perfect but its how you handle your imperfections. I know. I might as well flirt but when I fall, i fall hard. Deep. I go slow. I like to be courted. But what if I has hurt? Should I stop? Is this nonsense? Falling inlove, getting hurt and falling inlove with somebody else again? But really, Im not like every other person. Never lose hope. Dont stop entertaining other people because if you do you can never find your soulmate.'
Hey jude, don't be afraid.
You were made to go out and get her.
The minute you let her under your skin,
Then you begin to make it better.
And anytime you feel the pain, hey jude, refrain,
Don't carry the world upon your shoulders.
For well you know that it's a fool who plays it cool
By making his world a little colder.
Hey jude, don't let me down.
You have found her, now go and get her.
Remember to let her into your heart,
Then you can start to make it better.
So let it out and let it in, hey jude, begin,
Youre waiting for someone to perform with.
And don't you know that it's just you, hey jude, you'll do,
The movement you need is on your shoulder.
Hey jude, don't make it bad.
Take a sad song and make it better.
Remember to let her under your skin,
Then you'll begin to make it
Better better better better better better, oh.
Na na na na na ,na na na, hey jude...
After the rehearsals for MusiCares an interviewer went up to me. Im a bit morose because of my split from Russell.
"In the very beginning of beginning into the industry, i would, you know, be be out and I would hear, girls, or actresses you know, mucisians or whatever, you know they would say, Oh no I dont wanna be in a relationship because I dont wanna have to choose between being in a relationship and having a career. And I thought to myself, pfff when I, you know, When I find that person thats gonna be my, you know, life partner, I wont ever have to choose because they'll be accepting of me completely for who I am. Not me just being able to do whatever I want necessarily but the wont be threatened or...have weird motives, they will be accepting of me, the things I love, the ambition, what I aspire to be, what I wanna create, they'll be accepting and supportive. Then I started to realize, like Oh my God. Thats not true..that fairytale that I had. Its not true for me right now."
God. Why? Sometimes a fairytale doesnt have a happy ending huh? This hurts. It hurts. It hurts so bad.
"Yeah, but you still miss him." Everything. All the memories. Flashes back.
"Yeah."
I tried to put up a smile while I said that but fuck it.
The cracks.
I broke down.
I cant help it. I had to. I placed my hand over my face sobbing. My tears were strolling down my face. I have to admit. I love him. I live him too much. I dont know if I could ever get over him. I feel worthless.
"I'll tell you the truth, I am not romantic-" I was putting myself together. And wiped my tears "And I dont, I mean, I kinda believe in this fairytale...And in some ways I think its always been to my advantage? Because if you can believe in something great, i feel like you can achieve something great. I, have that same belief with everything. From my career to my life, personal life, everything, and I will do everything it takes to not fail...and I did everything..it took..but..it still failed. The bad that comes along with the good is a part of that journey and I learned so much from that."
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