Hi, im Hannah ... is what i would've said if i am not here stuck in this mirror just because of that one dream i had ...since then i have been stuck here waiting for my prince to save me. Just dont think this is a fairytale okay? This is my life , not a fairytale like Cinderella , Rapanzel or Sleeping beauty.
It was a normal sunny day, well except it was my birthday and i dont have anyone to wish me , except that it was a normal day and seeing everyone posting their Instagram stories going to parks, museums or to malls to relieve their stress or kill time made me want to go buy myself something from the mall for my own birthday (i know I'm lonely) and thats where i met them. Oh wait u dont know who they are..let me push back the story a bit.
I thought going to the mall would make me feel a bit not horrible about being a "supalonely" 18 year old nerd who lives alone and doesn't go to college because she is insecure..nope! It made me feel worse! Seeing all the happy couples and people made me nauseous , i kept saying to myself " dont vomit,dont vomit" so guess what happened, i passed out. Yeh u read that right..i passed out seeing the Happy couples and people , how awful isn't it? I know it is.
When i gained my senses..i saw 3 guys just looking at me thinking i was dead or something , there was this one guy i caught my eyes on.. he was tall and wore glasses and had cute wavy hair.."stop staring at him!" My inner voice called out . They boys introduced themselves as Javi Stokes , Paul Ray , and Ben Stokes. Javi and Ben were siblings but Ben he was smoking hot! "No time for emotions Hannah!" My inner voice called again . "Uh...i have to go" i murmured, " where?" Ben asked . " Uh...i-i-" i stammered.. Ben asked me my name and i told him my name.
It turns out today was Paul's birthday ... Akwardly i told them it was my birthday too and that i couldn't to celebrate it because im a supalonely nerd with no friends. "Hahahahaha" three of them laughed..."ahh no we are your friends " Javi smiled.. "oh" i laughed so i excused my self and went to the changing room and "aaaaaaaaaaaaaaah" i let my inner happiness out.. and i went back to them and said "hello" . So we exchanged numbers and planned a hangout in a club near my place.
So i went home and before i could do anything , i got a message on Snapchat , it says "Bennybanana" then a name struck my mind. "Ben Ben Ben"
Aaaaaah guess what Ben texted me ... That was the happiest I could've been that day , i mean i never got a message from anyone except from Snapchat or my landlord so i was more than happy!
*Ben's convo with Hannah*
Ben : Happy birthday! 🥳🤹🧁🎂
Me: 0h thanks
Ben: So u going to the club later tonight ?
Me: yeah 😅 i still can't believe i made some friends
Ben: You never had any friends?
Me: No i used to have some.. until they left me after they found their "love"
Ben: how awful.. I would've never done that..anyways i have to go get ready to go to the club u do the same bye💙
Me: bye 💙
Me later:
OmG i cant believe he sent me a heart..aaah my heart is melting aah i cant handle this , what if he sent it just as a friend, or more than that and moreover he is so cute , i cant handle this,ok let me stop fangirling and get back to where we were 😅
So i dressed up like i never had , before i used to just wear baggy clothes to bars but this time i thought I'd try something new so i took out my prom dress i bought for prom but then later realised i didnt have a date.
( i was lonely back than in high school too) so i decided to glow up a bit and decided to wear makeup.
I had a full makeup set i never used , well in middle school i was a girly girl and didnt have much friends so i just used to play dolls and tea parties with my sisters after i moved to California i never had the time to make friends.
Netflix was everything for me also include food but i never get fat . So i got a makeover , well YouTube helps when needed doesn't it. YouTube does come in handy I dont regret not deleting it. So i called an Uber and went to the club. Seeing the club it looked more crowded than ever. There was no way i was going in there alone with a short dress on.
So i called Ben to come out. He said he didn't get there yet also said Paul would be there . So i called Paul to come get me. He said he would come in a few minutes so i stayed outside and i saw some guys approach me. I felt a bit uncomfortable but i shrugged it off thinking they were going somewhere else. "Where else would they go there is a goddamn wall behind you" my inner voice spoke. Alarms started going off in my head . Soon they were getting close i felt like i shouldn't have worn the makeup or the dress. I called Ben and told him there were some guys approaching me and he said he would be right over .
In a distant i saw Paul so i ran over to him and told him about the weirdos but without caring about anything i said he hugged me and said "it's ok" i said i wasn't scared "oh" he disappointingly said. After a while of akward silence between me and Paul i saw Bens car pulling over. Ben and Javi were wearing a high classy looking tuxedos ( so charming ) So we were walking in the direction of the club but Javi and Ben passed the club. Me and Paul were confused but we followed them and had a silence conversation about the hug "why did u hug me" i asked . " I thought u were scared and i give free hugs" he said , i laughed because i thoight that was nice and funny . Suddenly Ben held my hand and took me and paul to a room .
It was dark . A few moments later "SURPRISE" everyone yells there were more than 100 people in that room .. i burst into tears. I never got a surprise party and i confirm it , that was the best day of my life . There was music it was like a club but our own club with Ben's friends . And Ben even gave me his number. Ok i gotta agree that was the best day. Once again!
There will be a part two!
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Teen Fictioneverytime i sleep..i see myself in a mirror room , is this real or just a dream?
