From a Dead Poet

Again and Again

I've spilled it all, my heart and soul

To spare the feelings and break the mould

To try to show her, she'll never see

I'm loving her, she's hating me

My feelings in an unending loop

The gun is loaded, i just need to shoot

I have it all, especially this pain

It sears my stomach and fills me with shame

No matter what, the answer's the same

All i ever recieve is tears and pain

And if i give up, I lose a friend

I'm destined to lose her

Again and again