"There are those days
Days that are just sad for no reason
When my body feels heavy
Days where everyone except me
Seems busy and competitive
My feet don’t move forward
Even though it seems like I’m already late
The world is mean.."
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Why do people just assume that I'm okay?
All the time..?
The biggest lie everyone tells is probably "I'm okay", "I'm fine", "I'm happy".
Why do people just assume when people say that, that they are actually okay, fine, and happy?
What if that person is damaged?
Emotionally?
"YING!" The teacher says.
"Hm?" Ying flinches and looks at the teacher.
"Stop daydreaming." The teacher says.
"S-sorry." Ying clears her throat and she looks down at her worksheets.
--TIME SKIP--
Ying sits at the picnic table and she looks at her phone. She goes to her contacts.
"Mom"
She calls the number, but like always, straight to voicemail. One ring, straight to voicemail.
Ying sighs and lays her head on the table. She groans out of fustration and stress.
"Hey Ying!"
Ying looks up and sees Han Jisung. She smiles softly.
"Hey." Ying says.
"What are you doing?" Han Jisung asks.
"Oh, just feeling the breeze. Getting a breather." Ying answers, "Hey...are you busy today? I was wondering if you want to hangout."
"Oh..yeah...I am busy...I'm hanging out with Jiae." Han Jisung looks at her, "Maybe next time?"
"Oh! No it's fine. It's fine." Ying smiles.
"You sure?" Han Jisung raises his eyebrow.
"Yeah." Ying nods.
"Oh there she is! I gotta go! Bye!" Han Jisung smiles and goes to Jiae.
Ying sighs and just thinks.
Why is everyone suddenly so busy?
Ying just gets up and she goes to her studio/home.
---
Ying closes the door and locks it. She lays on the couch that had her pillow and her blanket.
She suddenly hits her head against a hard surface.
"Ow!" Ying rubs the back her head and looks at it.
She looks at the picture frame. She holds it and looks at it.
It was of her...family she had. Her mom, her dad, her sister, and her brother.
She wasn't even in the picture.
-FLASHBACK-
"Oohh! Let's take a picture!" Sun smiled.
"Yeah!" Wang nodded.
"Okay! Ying, take it!" Mom said.
"But what about-"
"Take the picture!" Mom said as they all posed.
