The Wolf You Ignored

Step Down, Step Up

"Kate no!" Tristan yell and held me to his body, making my shaking body relax.

"Why the hell not?!"

"Your in pain, you need to heal first" as soon as he said that my back was in pain.

"Ow, ow, ow, ow, ow! Let go!" I said, my rage now leaving my body as I tried to get up, but I fell on my butt.

"What's wrong?" Holden asked.

"Oh I don't know?! I have giant wings in my body and there totally weightless!" I said sarcastically.

"Gosh, you didn't have to be mean about it" he mumbled and tried to pick me up. After about five minutes he stopped.

"Now what's wrong?" I asked.

"I didn't know you were that damn heavy! How did you even stand up?"

"There not that heavy, they just caught me off balance because I wasn't ready" I said, Noah laughed.

"No, Holden's just weak!" he chuckled.

"Says my little brother" Holden said.

"Shut up" Noah grumbled and tried to lift me.

"Dude, you way like a ton!" he said "I want to See you stand up, we'll catch you if you fall"

"I highly doubt that, but I'll try" I stood up and was a little wobbly. I had to get Holden, Tristan, and Noah to hold me up while Jenny pushed me forward from behind me. We walked around for a while, while my back was killing me! I sucked it up though and tried to get use to the feeling of having wings. I'll panic about a upcoming war later! (Note my sarcasm :D)

Soon, actually it was about an hour, when I was able to walk on my own, I let go and started to stretch.

"Wait Kate don't-"

"What I'm just-" CRACK! "OW shit, I cracked my spine! ow! is hurts! I'm so stiff and tense!" I whined.

"Here let me help, just lie down on your stomach" I listened to what Tristan said and laid on the bed.

"What are you doing-" I was cut of by my own moan. He has magic hands!

"Oh dear god, please don't tell me you a secret masseuse" I said, he laughed

"No, but I do know where you pressure points are" he said.

"Will be out side if you need us, Vicky still hasn't woken up yet" Noah said.

"Okay!" I said and they walked out. I moaned again when he cracked my back with his elbow.

"You better stop moaning Kate" he grumbled, I blushed scarlet.

"Sorry"

"Kate, can I ask you a question?"

"Yeah, go a head" I mumbled.

"Did you really try to kill yourself ten times?" he asked, I tensed up again.

"Yes"

"Why?"

"I mean come on Tristan, did you expect me not to try it at least once?" I sighed.

"Can you tell me when you first tried?" he asked, I stayed silent.

"Come on Kate, tell me, please? I just want to know when it all started. You don't have to tell me every time you tried" he pleaded, I sighed.

"No, you deserve to know. I just don't want to hurt you any more"

"The only way you can hurt me, is by rejecting me" he whispered.

"The first attempt was when I was five, of course I didn't know it was an atempt, but it still was. I was getting constantly beaten. I was just so tired of it so I asked Mason to push me out the window, of course he said yes. I fell ten feet but I didn't die, I was severely injured, but I didn't die Where was another time when I was ten, I ate a whole bottle of pills, but I didn't die because Noah made me throw up. He was always there, he proved to me that he loves me, that there might be hope. So I just stopped and became numb to pain, to people, to words, everything"