Kurt's Secret

Chapter 4

"Guys, it's Kurt!!" Rachel screamed.

She held her phone to her ear. "Hey Kurt!"

"Hey... How are you guys?"

His voice was quiet. Rachel was taken back by this. She had noticed small changes over the summer before he moved but he was never this quiet.

"Good? Why are you so quiet?"

"I thought I was too loud before... I just wanted to hear your voice. See you later Rach!"

And he was gone. Rachel couldn't make sense of it. His best friend... Who loved Broadway didn't even answer in his normal sing-song voice.

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Kurt plugged his phone back in to his charger. He was staring straight at the drawer. His hand lingered over the handle. But just before he could open it, Blaine came in. Kurt snapped his hand away.

"Oh my gosh! Kurt no one knew where you were!"

Big deal Kurt thought, but he didn't say anything. He was still shocked that anyone had noticed.

"Did you not want to finish the movie?"

Still no answer. Blaine sighed and sat next to him. "Come on, talk to me."

"I... I don't want to start anymore fights." Kurt whispered.

A look if sympathy spread across Blaine's face. "Kurt that wasn't your fault at all."

Kurt nodded even though he didn't entirely believe Blaine.

"Do you want to go back and finish the movie?"

"No... But um... You can go..." Kurt said eyeing the handle of the unspeakable drawer.

"Well... Do you mind if I stay?"

Shit Kurt thought.

His arms had been itching since he'd left Wes' house. He couldn't bring himself to decline Blaine, though.

"That's fine..."

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"So that's just it. Kurt gets cold feet and Blaine runs after him." Sebastian says.

"Well... Kurt's been kind of emotional lately and Blaine is his roommate..." Nick reasons.

"Blaine is really good with helping people out. He helped most of us come out, even you Sebastian! He's just got a gift for feelings I guess..." Jeff agreed.

"Well... whatever!"

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Blaine: Kurts okay. He thought the fight was his fault... I don't know why exactly that hit him so hard but I'm gonna stay with him.

Jeff: okay, but you're going to explain this whole Sebastian deal later.

Blaine put his phone down and got up to make lunch. Kurt was busy in thought about a certain Warbler. He was taken back to the nervousness he felt before telling his one and only friend the biggest secret he had three years ago.

"Hey, I'm making a grilled cheese sandwich. Do you want one?" Blaine called from the kitchen.

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"I figured as much. You look like it."

"You're okay with it though... Right, Seb?"

"Hell no!" Seb laughed. "I'm a guy. Sorry, man."

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"Kurt!"

Kurt snapped out of his day dream to look Blaine in the eyes. "Did you hear anything I just said?"

"N-no... Where did Sebastian go before Dalton Academy?" Kurt asks.

"I'm not sure. He said it was some Public School. Mc.. McKinley?"

"William McKinley High School?!"

"Uh... What about it-"

"Did people used to call him...."

Blaine was entirely confused. "Call him what?"

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"I thought you weren't coming to movie night." Jon said.

"I wasn't... But Kurt said he needed to be alone." Blaine said uneasily.

"Better make sure he's not looking at- ow!"

Nick had kicked Sebastian before he said too much. Being Blaine's best friend, he knew that Blaine might try to kill him with anymore comments on Kurt.

"Sebastian... Do you know who Seb is?" Blaine asks.

Sebastian's eyes grow wide. "No... Why?"

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Trigger Warning... I forgot to mention when the last trigger warning ended. Sorry!! I'll try to fix that.

It all made sense now. Seb was Sebastian! Every time Kurt thought about him, a new line of red was made. He'd transfered to a school where one of the the same bullies moved!

End of trigger

Eventually, he was too tired to continue, so he cleaned up and crawled in bed. Nothings had changed. Nothing ever would change. Unless...

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"What a night!" Blaine sighed.

Kurt was already asleep. Blaine smiled. Kurt looked so peaceful and calm. A few seconds later, Blaine decided watching his roommate sleep was number one on the creepy list.

He went to the bathroom to get ready for bed and saw some sort of red substance on the counter. He had no idea what it was but he couldn't just leave it there. He he cleaned it up with a towel and put it in the laundry hamper.

Then Blaine went to bed.

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"It's the same Kurt..." Sebastian says.

"What the hell does that mean?" Karovsky asks.

"It's the same Kurt! From our old school! The one that snitched on us and made us switch schools! "

"Don't let him figure out who you are! He'll just tell people all over again."

Sebastian hung up and slammed his phone down on the table.

I'll just have to get back at him

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I just realized that dorms don't typically have kitchens... But for the sake of this story, I'm gonna pretend they do 😂😂