Infinity

Regrets

                                                                                         Infinity

 Sometimes, i feel like i'm too ungrateful. Money, Fame, Lights, I have it all yet, i'm so unhappy. Honestly, i have everything anyone would ever wish for an amazing partner, Fame, Respect, Riches, what else could i possibly missing? Love.. that's what i'm missing. i had to give up Love, i had to give up the one who helped through my worst times, hwo held my hand, when no one else would, who gave me the best gift in the world; My son. Do i regret it? Of course i do. I'd change all of if i could but, i'm in too deep to turn back now. I just feel like it all went to fast... 

i was 15, only a freshman in high school, My family lived in a very poor side of my town. everyday i had to cross the same bridge to get to my house, And everyday he was there. He was always looking at the water, completely ignoring everything and everyone arround him. I never gave it much thought, He wasn't the only one, Who would be at the bridge. But there was one day that i just couldn't keep my eyes off of him, he looked so peaceful, like an angel. And of course there just so happen to be a rock  right in front of me, and i tripped, When i hit the floor, there was a huge bang and the boy turned around. I still remember the first time i saw him like it was yesterday.

Jungkook: You alright?

Dahyun: Yes, thank you.

After that, every time that i'd pass the bridge, He'd always be there, But this time he's be waiting for me. We'd talk most of the time, and it didin't take long for me to start developing feelings. we didin't start officialy dating until like a month of knowing each other. I thouught that he was than "normal". Afterwards i found out that he was the heir to a mafia boss. He'd take the charge of the gang once he'd graduate, it took me a long to get used to everything, but it never really mattered i was the man i loved. when we graduated, Jungkook gave me a heart/Infinity ring, it meant that our love would last forever.  i never stopped wearing that ring, even when i got married. Jungkook took me to live at his house in America. When he got power over the gang we barely got to see each other. But once i told him that i was pregnant, the only thing he'd Do is spend more time with me, to make sure that our baby was out of danger during my pregnancy. i swear i've never seen him smile so bright until the day  that i told him. The disaster struck. Once of Jungkook's rival gangs held me hostage, they flew me to the Philippines, and kept me locked up there for days. Jungkook had to pay a large amount of money for them to set me free. ot took him less than a week to find my location. While i was there,one of the gang members would beat me up continuously. When Jungkook rescued me and took me to the hospital the doctors said that, the fact that my baby was still alive was a miracle. At that moment i realized that, this isn't the life that i wanted for my baby. Jungkook's step sister, Lisa(My bedt friend) helped me escape without any trouble.

Dahyun: Take care of Jungkook for me, Lisa.

Lisa: Of course, just make sure he never find you or the baby. I don't think i have to tell you what would happen if he finds you.

Dahyun: Thank you for everything unnie, Take care.

And with that i left. I flew back to seoul, icouldn't just show up at my parents' house pregnant. So my only option was to try to do my best to get by. I started working part time at a coffe shop, it was really hard to find a job while being pregnant, but thankfully i already knew the owner.  iit was my break time, so i was just sitting at one of the tables thinking about my baby. What happend after is something that i can only describe as a miracle.

??: Hi, I'm sorry can i stay here for a little bit, i'm waiting some people to leave.

Dahyun: Uh, sure.