I'm learning to love (Yoongi ff) Bts

chapter 1

My dad's company was going bankrupt and something needed to be done, at first I paid no attention because I thought it was just another phase but it was not and when I realized that, damn the feeling inside was painful. I didn't want to believe that the only place that reminds of my mother was going down. My father who was desperately trying to get us out of this mess was a wrek, just by looking at him I felt all kinds of crappy emotions that would not go away. All the work my father had worked for was about to be thrown out in the trash and I started imagining all sorts of different situations on what I would do when suddenly my father barged into my room looking happy for the first time in months. I looked at him with a confused gaze and I think he could tell what I was trying to ask cause he immediately said " I have a solution to our problem, I know u may not like it but bear with me." I was confused" then he said " an arranged marriage I mean, it's our best solution now". "An arranged marriage? Me? There is nowhere in hell I am going to do that", I yelled. I shut the door loudly to my room wondering why my father would even bring up such a thing. Then I thought of what happens in the romance dramas when ever they have a contract marriage or arranged marriage they always fell In love right, but reality kicked back in when I was interrupted by a loud speaker which frighten me and caused me to fall, and that is when I remembered those are dramas and this..... this sadly is real life. I sat on my bed for a while thinking about my father's suggestion and whether I should listen to him or let my father continue to suffer. Of course no child loves to watch their father suffer so I hesitantly went down stairs and said. "I thought about your suggestion, although i dont like it, I cant watch u suffer and die because, I cant inherit your company when it's in a mess like this, I want to lead it to a place high and mighty. My dad chuckled and said " you mean heaven because that is the only place high and mighty in this life". I hated it when he did something like that coz I didn't get his weird jokes. Anyways we sat there trying to get a reach of his best friend in America to set a meeting so that his son and I could meet. First I never and I mean EVER have I had to wait for anyone, they always ended up being the ones to wait for me for me and second I was super annoyed and regretting the choices that led me to this point