Ciel's Secret

Ciel's P.O.V.
Every time I look at my Butler, my Demon Butler that is, I get the strangest feeling. I've always sort have felt this way but only recently has it gotten more intense... I'm not even quite sure what exactly this feeling is, it feels like fluttering in my stomach and my face feels hot. I know what this could only mean... No, it couldn't be. How could I, Ciel Phantomhive, head of the Phantomhive estate, be in love with my Demon Butler? The very being that would eventually devour my soul once our contract has come to an end. Am I even capable of feeling love when even smiling is something I rarely feel bothered to do?... I bury my face in my pillow and the thought of Sebastian floods my mind. I can't deny. Even to myself, Sebastian is very attractive. The way he looks into my eyes, the way it makes me feel when he is close to me... My heart began racing like it usually does when I think about him. My eyes start watering, before searing tears began streaming down my face. I do love him. I need him so desperately, but knowing I could never tell him how I felt is ripping my heart apart. I wish I could just confess so badly... "Sebastian..."

Sebastian's P.O.V.
My young master has been acting very differently lately. I knew something was wrong the second I sensed a change in him, he had started acting sad and was quieter than usual. I found it strange when he began avoiding eye contact with me, and every time I ask him about it he immediately shuts down and never says a thing other than " It's nothing" Or "I'm fine" Or something along those lines. This makes me worry. Yes, worry. Something a Demon  shouldn't be able to feel, it's possible, but it's very rare. I care about him, I've never cared about any master I've ever had before, something about this boy was special to me I just can't quite figure it out. But I know what my young Lord is going through. I know what he's been trying so despretaley hard to hide from me. Demons have a sort of mind reading ability that we can use on humans. He, of course, doesn't know this. Honestly, as worrying as this all is, I find his little secret very cute. My thoughts were interrupted when I heard the faint sound of cries coming from the end on the hall I was walking down. It was coming from Ciel's room. I began heading towards his room when I heard his voice softly whisper my name. In an instant, I crept inside silently. His face was buried in his pillow, and he still hadn't noticed I was there. "Young Master?" I say quietly, careful not to spook him. Even so, he jumped and flew up in a panic. "It's alright, it's just me young Lord." With that, I put a hand gently on his shoulder to calm him. He relaxed after a second, and looked directly into my eyes for the first time in months. The look on his face made me sad. In my thousands of years of life, I've rarely ever felt sad. And times I have, it wasn't nearly as strong as this. I knew in this moment it was time. It was time to admit to him, and myself, that I was truly in love with this boy. I wanted to take all of his pain away and this was the time to do it. I knew he'd never confess to me, he had too much pride, and he's probably also scared to say anything because of not wanting to make things weird in case I rejected him. If only he knew I would never reject him. I have to be the one to do this. "Young Lord... Are you okay? I know something's wrong. Please, you need to tell me... I need to know how to fix this. I can't stand to see you like this anymore..." I say to him, even though I already know everything. He looks away, hiding his face but in vain. I know he was blushing madly. Whenever he acted like this I always found it to be extremely adorable, this time, it made me feeling a burning desire for him. "I care about you. Truly. I know you may not believe me but..." I kneel down to my knees to meet his gaze and see his blushing face fully. "Ciel... I love you" His face quickly went from sadness to shock. "Sebastian... Is this true?..." He asks, shyly. "Yes. I love you more than anything in this world, I want nothing more than to make you happy, forgive me for being so forward young master but I just cannot bear to see you hurt any longer..." I reply. "Sebastian... I-... I've been so madly in love with you for the longest time, I wanted to tell you so badly but I was so scared you might not feel the same... I love you Sebastian... Please... Never leave me..." Hearing him say these words felt like such a relief. "I'll never leave you, I promise." I answered. He stared deeply into my eyes. I read his mind on that moment I could hear him saying to himself that he so desperately wanted me to kiss him. How cute I thought, as I leaned in slowly inching closer and closer to his face. His blush deepened as he knew exactly what was going to happen within the next few seconds. My lips met his for the very first time, and just as I expected they were soft and sweet. I began kissing him heavily and passionately as possible, our kiss soon turned into making out all of the way with our tongues wrapping around each other's. Hot, wet kisses sent pure desire through me as I could feel him lust for me as I did for him. I read his mind once again. "Fuck me, Sebastian... I want you so bad" I smirked in between kisses, so naughty, I thought to myself. I then pushed him gently back onto the bed, slid off my gloves with my teeth in the seductive way I always do, and started kissing him again as I let my hands feel his body, tracing my fingers along his chest, careful not to scratch him with my long black nails, I broke the kiss, pulled my white gloves off with my teeth, before sliding my hands up his night shirt to feel his bare chest. I leaned down and started kissing and licking his neck, making him let out a small moan I could tell he was trying so hard to hold back. I began playing with his nipples under his shirt, making him pant heavily before I removed his shirt completely causing him to shiver. "Is this okay? Can I continue, young master?" I ask. "Y... Yes... I want you to... And please, call me Ciel..." He replies. I smile mischievously and seductively say "Okay, Ciel" And I start licking him from his neck, down his body to his chest, licking his nipples slowly to arouse him even more than he already was. He let out another small, held back moan. I knew I'd be changing that and making him scream soon enough. I moved lower, licking down his belly gently, before stopping right above his fully hard erection that was fully exposed since he only wears a nightshirt and nothing else to bed. I gave him butterfly kisses right above to tease him, before teasing more by licking up and down his dick slowly, making him moan loader than before. Then I took all of him into my mouth. As I started sucking, he began moaning loudly. The sound of his moans was so sexy making my hard cock twitch. "Mmmh... Sebastian..." Hearing him moan my name for the first time made me lust for him even more. Before long, he came in my mouth while screaming my name. "Did you like that?" I ask, knowing the answer. He bit his lip and nodded. "Good. I want to make you feel the greatest pleasures possible... Ciel, can I fuck you?" I ask. He nods again still biting his lip. I smirk at him and start undressing. He watches me while blushing madly I can see desire in his eyes. I start licking him making him tremble, and slowly push a finger inside him. I move slowly, making sure not to hurt him. After a minute I'm able to add another, then another after a while. He starts moaning obviously enjoying everything I'm doing to him. I take them out, and move up to his face and kiss him heavily while pushing myself softly into him. He's already a hot moaning mess. I push all the way inside and start pushing in and out at a slow, gentle pace, making me moan. He felt so tight, so good. I start fucking him hard, soon finding his sweet spot and he screams my name louder than before. Feeling him tighten around me I start fucking him harder, after a while he cums hard while Screaming my name. Pure extacy fills out bodies as I moan his name and cum inside him and we ride out out orgasms until I kiss him once again and pull out, I layed beside him holding him in my arms. "I love you, Ciel." "I love you too, Sebastian... I always have" "I always have too" We say to each other, and we fall asleep cuddling. In the morning, we woke up still holding each other, Ciel blushing remembering everything that had happened. I smiled at him thinking this was cute. I sat up and pulled him up into a kiss. "Come on, let's get you cleaned up." I say, taking his hand and leading him to the tub and I draw a warm bath. I help him in, and he winces when he sits. "Ciel?" I ask. "I'm just a bit sore from last night, but I'm okay." I frowned and apologized, I didn't mean to hurt him. "No, Sebastian, it's okay. I wanted you to do it and it was so worth it, I'm glad it happened..." He said, blushing. "Me too." I replied, and began gently washing him. I'll never leave him. And, when the time is right, I'm going to turn him into a Demon as well if he will let me, so that we can truly be together for eternity.

To be continued...