Save me

Chapter 1

"Fat, ugly, worthless" These are the words the he heard in his head everytime he looked in the mirror . Jungkook looked at the toilet and thought "maybe I should try it once". He got down on his knees, put his fingers down his throat and gagged "damn should I try again". He heard footsteps coming from down the hallway. "Jungkook are you ok" Yoongi asked. Jungkook got up and looked at himself in the mirror and then ran to his bedroom door to open it to see a small Yoongi with bed head and no shirt on looking like he just got up. "Yeah I'm ok I just don't feel the best right now". Yoongi gave him a scowl then walked away. Jungkook shut his door and then went to the bathroom to get his best friend the razor. Jungkook rolled up his sleeve and then cut after cut he continued until he couldn't see his pale skin anymore. "No one likes you Jungkook, everyone wants you dead", The voice in his head kept saying. Jungkook ignored it and went downstairs to eat breakfast. When he got downstairs he saw everyone at the table digging into the delicious looking food. "Don't eat that, you'll just get fat you dumbass pig". Jungkook went to sit down at the table and started eating slowly. After a few bites, the voice kept telling him to throw up  and it got so loud, he got up from the table and rush to the bathroom to throw up. He put his fingers down his throat and nothing came up. He tried and tried until all the food came up. He got up and went into the cupboard above the sink to get a throat drop. He walked out of the room and went back downstairs to see everyone look at him in confusion and concern. "Are you ok Kook" Jimin asked. Jungkook nodded his head and sat back down to watch everyone else eat. "Now I'll finally be as thin as Jimin" he thought as he played with his sleeve.

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This is my first sad BTS story and idk how to feel about it. If anyone reads this just to let you know you are beautiful/handsome and such an amazing person. I you need anyone to talk to please don't be afraid to message me. It might take me a little to respond but I'm always gonna answer. Saranghae 💜💜💜