inscurites and reality

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Meaning I DO Not OWN THIS STORY god I wish I did I'm posting this because I fell in love with this work by Cedric D Butler and I feel that this book hasn't gotten enough recognition as it deserves so I'm posting it so please don't send hate I know it's not mine but I'd like for you to read how awesome and emotional it is and go show Cedric some support on his main website plus this came out in (2006) it's hard to find now days so I'm doing you a favor and found it now hell enjoy it and tell me what you think because I know I love it ) 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰

This story takes place in Rochester, the third largest city in New York State. I was a student at East High School where I was never one of the popular students. At the time I was suffering from a huge case of low self-esteem. I come from a poor family and as most of us know, high school is nothing more than a fashion show. Life in this school was miserable for me because not only was I a loner, but I also had a deep secret that I was fighting to repress. For as long as I could remember I had a strong fascination for men. When I was younger I only saw niggas that were femmed out so, I swore I would never let that part of my life come to the light. All of that came to an end in the 9th grade.

When the 9th grade school year started, I began to come out of my shell a little bit. I was still more of a loner but I was also a little more social. Even though I still didn't have the nerve to try to holler at any of the females, I had my little secret under wraps (or so I thought). That is when he walked into my life. His name was Quentin. We had been in all the same classes since we started high school but had never said a word to each other. By the way my name is Cedric. Now Quentin was a star player on both the football and basketball team. He was 6'0 tall, 180 pounds, slight muscular build, light brown complexion, brown eyes, braids, thick eyebrows, and a light mustache. He was sexy as hell and had the most beautiful lips and the fattest ass I had ever seen on a man. I was a straight nerd (in school that is). I was 6'0 even, 165 pounds, slender build, dark complexion, brown eyes, low cut, thicker eyebrows, and no facial hair. So one day during lunch Quentin approaches me.

"What up kid?"

At first I could not believe that he was talking to me. I had a crush on this fine nigga ever since I first laid eyes on him, but as I said earlier I wasn't even trying to go that route. For a second all I could do was stare at him. A thousand visions flashed through my head. All I could see was this dude and I getting down.

"Are you alright nigga?" he asked snapping me back to reality.

"Yeah I'm cool." I said. "What's up with you?"

"Your name is Ced right"

Again he stunned the hell out of me. Only my family called me Ced so I was wondering how he knew to call me that since no one else at school did.

"Yeah that's what they call me." I answered trying to sound cool.

"Word around school is that you got the mad tutoring skills."

"Yeah I guess so but I am kind of booked up right now."

"Well a nigga need some help because you know we have to maintain a C average to stay on the team."

"I should be available some time next week. I will give you my number and you can holler at me on Monday"

"That's cool, thanks." He then gave me a pound and a thug hug that made my dick jump up to full attention. "I'll talk to you then."

Well I guess you know I bumped a student out so that I could get close to this nigga. Not only did I get that niggas average to a C, but he was on the high honor roll just like me. Over the next few months we got real tight. By mid school year we were best friends. There were some people at school that could not understand how this nigga could be my friend. Quentin didn't give a fuck though. If somebody got in my face or talked shit about me he was prepared to beat their ass down.

When spring semester came around we had to take swimming lessons in gym. Early one morning while we were getting ready for gym Quentin and I were playing around in the locker room.

"Alright nigga you how coach Jackson acts if we are late." I said.

"Nigga you worry too much. You are gonna grow old fast."

"Fuck you nigga." I told him.

Actually I had begun to relax a lot since he had befriended me. As I was putting on my swimming shorts (with my boxers still on) Quentin started to strip down until he was butt naked. My jaw dropped as I got a good view of that fat ass. Then he turned to the side and I got to see that he also had a nice sized dick. It was soft at the time but it was still almost 6.5 inches with beautiful veins running all through it. I just stood there mesmerized. I had wanted to see this niggas body for the longest and now that I did I was standing and staring like a dick hungry bitch.

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