love letter or her heart -preRish os

I am coming Mrs. bajaj

Here he the great ruthless business man rishab Bajaj is returning to his love, prerna. He still cannot believe the power this lady , who was the mother of his daughter then his forced wife (in her family's language) cum love, had on him.  He was a logical and practical person but with her it was always like is mind is jammed and only the heart's words will work.

And now also after leaving her with her Mr. Basu after the truth of her quest for revenge came out as a grave misunderstanding . I left her as even after 8 years she didn't change,  that is forget Mr. Basu be it hate or love he was always in her heart so like a gentleman I left her for her happiness I felt this is right at that time.  But but guess what my idea of her happiness turned out to be wrong she,  my prerna as finally moved on even great news she loves him.  She wanted to express it to me that day but being there fool I am I left her. 

But what to do she is , after all Mrs. Bajaj who is not less ziddi than me . So she choose  my way to express her love . As last time I gave her a parting letter.  She now send me a love letter,  more precisely her heart and soul to me. I still can't believe this. So for the hundredth time I am going read this letter,  her..no our heart out loud till I land in kolkata and have her in my arms.  

Dear hubby, 

It was not meant to be ended this way, never. But it had and it’s not being possible for me to overcome the trauma of all these things just happened only because of me. Saying all the things instead of keeping it in the mind and waiting for the right time was not a good decision.

We both suffered this thing and even suffering now, your absence;absence of your voice that made me fall in love with you. I regret every moment, that what I had done that I just lost myself from me and I can’t now stand in front of myself and say I am a person with strong character but I am a coward and moron who can’t even stop you but hurt you too.

I am burning in the fire of regret and sorrow of hurting you and proving your decision to be with me was wrong, instead of strenghten you I broke you, broke your heart, your believe and eventually lost myself. You and I always stated each other as a family and families are not meant to be apart or to broken, they can fight but don’t leave. I am always waiting for you here as a family please come back dear.
We both have shed red tears for each other, we both have cried for each other and we still love each other till eternity and this love is not going to end this hard way.Their are various conditions which are still not in our favour but this does not mean that to go away.I am addicted to you and your presence everywhere and I can’t let the things to go away but I only stoped when you said, because I think it could hurt you or you just said to stop.

Yes, It could sound mean but the thing is I can’t ever get over you. I am a failure,I failed everywhere which was important to me, in every exam of life but the only thing I passed was having you with me but eventually I failed here too. When I was started loving my life and I can actually feel myself, it was you who made me realise I am alive and I can live life as well, but what now?

I start hating my life and myself too. One can’t love anyone else If he don’t love him/her self , but I love you with all my heart even now and till eternity and will wait for you to come.You taught me to love and extract a person with a character but it is lost since you have gone a bit away(not so far).
I am full of regret and in deep sorrow that I hurt you and your sentiments,the person you loved the most, trusted the most and I should not said that those words but believe me I never lied to you and you are still in my mind running all day long even in the dreams and I really can’t get over things as you said because I too believe, you must be going through the same thing that I am going through or you are waiting for me to come up.

I am still in hope as this is not the end we deserve because we have a strong connection and a bond and believe that tie us together for a very long and happy journey. Please tell me how to apologise to you, even cut my hand but pain of your absence is far more bigger than this wound, for me it’s not ‘ittu si baat’, it’s been a month and still I can’t do anything, there is no night, day I am not burnt in the fire of sorrow and regret. I will do whatever you say  but please come back na, now I am really mentally unstable and unfit and you can heal me I really don’t want to hurt you but I really love you.

Yours and only yours

Mrs.  Prerna rishab Bajaj. 

I AM COMING TO YOU MRS. PRERNA RISHAB BAJAJ 😍😍😍