When my blushing fest is over Rider stands up and hugs me again. Except it's not an I miss you hug, it's a I won't ever freaking let you go hug. I don't know why I melt into him, I just do. My lips yearn to be stroked by his, to be teased and nibbled. Not only do I want to kiss but explore, every crevice and flaw that his face has.
Why ever time I'm around him do I always lose control. I think my breathing becoming hectic. Based on my behaviour you would think that Rider would be the best fit for me. Well Jason he's like a best friend, a person I can share embarrassing things with, someone who won't demand me to be with him physically.
But with Rider it's a different story. Not only does his body demand attention, but none reacts to it. Like matter and anti matter. He pulls away bringing out a cigarette. Taking my hand he pulls me outside to smoke. I don't smoke but apparently he does, just makes him hotter and more of a dumb ass. My thoughts wonder as he lights and sucks on the cancer stick.
"Why do you smoke?" I ask him, tilting my head sideways.
"That babe is something that I can't tell you. Just know it's for good reason." He says putting it out.
"Is it to control your wolf, or your blood lust?" I ask him, smiling.
Chuckling he turns towards me with a wary smile. "It's not only to control those, but the lust I feel towards you." He says stroking my cheek.
Smiling I pull him inside and set him on my bed. Putting my head on his lap I look into his chocolate brown eyes, his luscious cherry red lips taunting me. Just when I was considering solving his problem Jason's face pops into my head.
Why of all times would I feel guilt for just thinking about it. It's just one kiss. I think but my mind begs to differ. My wolf trembles confused by all these problems. I shoosh her soothing her confusion. Rider starts to play with my hair, stroking my scalp, running his fingers through the stands making my eyes roll back into my skull.
"Do you wanna play a game?" I ask him titling my head to the side.
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Shredded Fate for Two Diamonds
WerewolfYou may think that I'm not a Luna, but I've known it since I was born. But how do I convince my family that I have two mates?! Ones an Alpha of course, but the worst part is my other mate is the beta of his pack. Find out which mate I'll choose.
