Soon visitor hours were over, when I got home everything felt wrong. Maybe it was the fact that Deku was all alone in a hospital, or maybe It's about the asshole who called a villain. Everything just began to fall on me today. With all that pressure being held on me I began to cry. I don't know which reason it was, but whatever reason it was I felt horrible. I sobbed secretly hoping someone would hear me and give me a sign that it would get better. I know Izuku would hold me and tell me that everything was okay he would try to comfort me in anyway he could. I miss him god dammit! I miss the freckles on his face that illuminated when he smiled. I miss his laugh and his corny jokes. I miss spending nights together that we wished lasted forever while listening to our favorite songs. I just wish I had more time.
As I continued to grieve I heard someone walk into the door. "Katsuki, honey are you okay?" My mom asked. I tried to suck the tears back in but failed, "I'm fine." I said giving her a little bit of attitude, I didn't mean to it's just an automatic response now. "I know that face Katsuki, When you were in kindergarten you gave me the same look when you used to get picked on." She said. I just stayed quiet. "Is it about Izuku?" She asked as the look of empathy crossed her face. "Why do you care?" I said while I was congested. "You know I felt the same way when Your uncle was sick," She said a sad chuckle came from her mouth. "I knew my big brother was going to die and I felt so frustrated and alone." She continued her eyes swelled with tears. "Is that how you feel, Katsuki?" She asked. I nodded my head, I felt to weak to respond. "It seems like he's really important to you, I remember when you used to pick on him I felt really bad but when he fell ill you stayed by his side, I wondered why but then I realized that you were in love with Izuku." She laughed, I looked at her with a confused expression. "You knew?" I asked with a confused tone. "It was really obvious actually, but all I wanna say is that I support you no matter what." She said white ruffling the hair on my head. "You should get to sleep kid'o" She smiled as I nodded. I jumped into bed and fell into a dreamless sleep.
The next morning I felt a sense of dread and defeat. I didn't want to get out of bed but I had to spend what little time I had left with him. I wanted him to be with someone during these tough times. I got dressed in a black T-shirt and blue jeans. I started to walk outside of the house but my mom stopped me. "Where are you going?" My mother asked. "To see Izuku." I responded. "Not gonna eat?" She said tilting her head. "Nah I'll just order food at the hospital." I said walking out the door. I took my moms car and drove to the hospital.
When I got to the hospital I took a breath and went inside. I got to his room and saw him with red puffy eyes. "Hey Izu." I said "Hi Kacchan..." He said with a tone that I thought I'd never from him. He sounded almost like he lost hope it broke my heart. "Hey, I don't want to hear you sound so defeated." I pat his head, "the Izuku I know never loses hope." I said giving a sad smile. I could almost feel weight being pressed on my chest. "Okay, I'll try not to lose hope." He said in the same hopeless tone. "I'm gonna go to the bathroom." I said while tears swelled in my eyes.
When I got to the bathroom I started to cry again. I didn't want him to lose his hope, that was the only light he had I hated seeing him so sad.
A/N I swear I am the worst author XD I rarely update but here is another chapter! The next chapter is going to be a bit depressing so buckle up! It's also going to be longer but yeah I hope you're happy with this chapter!
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✔︎The day you left me (Katsudeku)
Fanfiction"Deku? DEKU WAKE UP STOP PLAYING!" Izuku Midoriya was an unlucky kid. He was diagnosed quirkless and right after diagnosed with leukemia. Although Izuku was living a hard life he still had hope.
