New Beginnings

New Beginnings

CHAPTER 1

I am not shocked easily, I mean when your best friend is a spirit wielding vampire who brought your boyfriend back from being a strigoi it takes a lot to shock you. At this moment I was totally completely taken with a number of emotions shock being the first. I stare at myself in the mirror wondering what am I going to do. How could this even happen. I read the instructions on the pregnancy test box for the hundredth time hoping that something will be different that somehow I screwed this test up and it is showing a false positive.

Damphir can't procreate with each other it doesn't work that way. Something to do with our genes. Yet there it is he the two little lines as clear as day stating that I Rose Hathaway teenage guardian and total rule breaking bad ass is going to be a mom. So when she pool she has a bad pooping. When she poop it make her have a baby even win she is not having a baby but if she is she has sex with a guy a that she in love with

I was not completely sure how I felt about my belief in god but at that moment I was sure he hated me. I mean if being accused of killing the Moroi queen was not proof of that, this sealed the deal.

I stood there for ten more minutes thinking what I could possibly do when I heard the door open and close in the living room. "Shit" I whispered. Dimitri was home and there was no way I could tell him this right now. I didn't know how this could have happened and I couldn't handle having to explain it to him.

I walked to the kitchen and wrapped my arms around him. "hey comrade" i teased. He turned around and kissed me gently. "Hi Roza" he sighed my name like it was a breathe of fresh air. I could tell by his expression and tone there was something bothering him. "what's wrong, what happened" I asked concerned. I didn't like seeing him upset. "I got a letter from my mother" he said handing me a letter that was written in Russian. I was confused because Dimitri adored his mother. She was hard not to the two times I had met her were amazing she really was one of the sweetest people I had ever met. Yet he sounded so upset. "is she ok, I can't read this you know" i said trying to lighten the mood."My mother informed me that Viktoria is pregnant. I can't believe she would be so irresponsible she is just a teenager. How could she throw her life away like that." he said is a rush.

I felt like I had been slapt in the face. I know his reaction was towards his sister who was younger than I was but it still felt like his reaction was geared toward me. All my fears came back to me. His words kept playing in my head like knives. I must have had an awful look on my face because Dimitri stopped talking and was asking me what was wrong.

"Nothing" I replied " I just can't believe it, she is so young, how far is she? who is the father?"

Dimitri still looked concerned but finally said " she is four weeks and I am not sure about the father yet. I am going to call my mother shortly and ask she what is going on.I love you Roza" He walked into the bathroom and I could hear the water to the shower start running. I was still standing by the sink thinking about this news. Four weeks that is how far along she was. I realized I couldn't stay in this room right now there was one person I needed to talk to right now and for once it wasn't Dimitri. "I am going to run and talk to Lissa for a little bit. I love you" I yelled as I ran out the door. I didn't hear a response from the porch but couldnt wait a minute more. I drove to court stopping at a cafe to pick up two Chai coffees because I had a feeling that this was going to be a long night.

I entered the Royal palace where my best friend who happened to be the new queen lived. She was attending college near by but was home now. I walked to her library where I saw her sitting behind a desk reading. "hey your majesty" I teased. I knew she hated when we used her formal title so of course we did it every chance we got. "Rose I swear one day I am going to punch you for calling me that. Not today though I am actually happy to see you." She said teasing. "What are you reading?" I asked as I picked up the book she was reading. "just homework for school. Calculous" she said as if taking it was no big deal. "so I have something I needed to talk to you about, but I don't know how to." i said lamely. "I mean I know how to but Oh god how am I supposed to get through this." I realized I was rambling. "What is it Rose, you know you could tell me anything. " She said looking really worried. " I have been feeling really sick lately which is weird right so I was like just for kicks I was going to take a test and was sure nothing would come of it but then it did and now I don't know what to do." I said in a rush as if that would make it easier. "Wait test like math test?" Lissa said little confused.